Comments by Imamutt (page 10)

Shailynn- yes, but none of them are her.

CJ- Not one bit made up at all. I know most people tend to embellish their story but I don't have that need. Human relationships, even fantasy ones, can be complex. Tapping the experience of others has been helpful and I'm only following up as a show of appreciation to those who have asked to let you guys know how it's working out. I've finally gotten past the SW phase and taken charge of myself.

It's more a matter of coming to terms with myself than anything else. I don't have to react to 'having my buttons pushed', I have the power to choose how I respond, even if the choice is to not respond at all. By demonstrating that no matter how much I want her, I can live without her, has made an impression.

I only wet kiss the ATF. She's such a clean freak, it's def safer than drinking from a bar glass.

If the WIFE (Woman I Fuck Everyday) wants to know where I am all she has to do is ask. She doesn't.

I guess the bfd is that she is so fkn amazing in every way, except for the toys in the attic mind trips and the lies and manipulations and unreliability and ungrateful attitude. I've had enough time to get my head around compartmentalising the undesirable attributes and weighing all that against the omfg way she makes me feel on the rare occasion. I realize the biggest challenge is to detach myself from logic and accept things are the way they are - or just runmuthafukarun!!!

Well, I nearly turned around s couple times on the way to see her, and I think the break did two things; she does seem to have s genuine newfound appreciation for me (my wallet), and although I am very fond of her, the yearning has grown dim. Not desiring her seems to have made me a challenger.

Shadowcat- all time favorite, past present and future, that status is permanent even if we're through, but other favs treat me better. I'm just not going for being SW anymore

Basically, the history is that she has in the past been extremely demanding with me getting too little return. It's an established fact that I can get twice the mileage for half the money and headache from others, but the few moments that have been good with her are so amazing. I have established, by action, that I'm not going to give her money to be ignored and sit alone in the club or wait for her when she is a no show.

One, but it wasn't as a transaction, she was a friend and classmate.

The old ATF is such a heavy user and has such a high tolerance, even if she had a surplus, she could ingest the evidence without injury to herself, so i never was too concerned.

Yes, to protect family from any kind of embarrassment, and for liability reasons, as well. Common sense rather than paranoia, I think,

It could be argued that all these scenarios are robbery in the form of theft via unfulfilled services under verbal contract. Hmmm. Civil court lawsuit? I can visualize it now!

Once when I was laughing she stuck her finger in my mouth and ran her finger along the edge of my incisors, and said "I love your teeth". I have had a lot of work done, but I'm not wealthy. I'm sure some are savvy enough to spot telltales of disposable income. I would question this particular method of gauging wealth since some of the wealthiest people have bad teeth because they don't like spending their money, and some poor people have great teeth because they have time to wait in line for dentistry students to practice on them for free.

Not even if she douched it out with Old No. 7.

Yes. Years ago: There was a painter that worked for a construction company where I was working as a framer at the time. This guy was charging a week's pay on a credit card in one night. Oddly enough, he quit showing up when his wife started getting the bills.

Strippers love Jesus, because he saved a ho from being stoned to death.

Tongue fuck her pretty little asshole like it was a tight pussy. Have fun!

Yeah, the dynamics can be kinda weird sometimes, but I think this case the customer was more interested in needling me than 'protecting' my CF, but he was just plain rude to the servers and dancers as well so I didn't give it any attention .

Fat azz blasian

It was pretty crowded and she was playing it up to hustle more for less, but I saw how hard she was working the room. I can play hard to get too.

No shit.

That does it. I'm changing my moniker to ViennaSuasage. Oh, yeah. It's THAT big!

Tipped a restroom attendant a 2 oz liquor sample. He told me to wait a second, and gave some kind of signal. 2 seconds later I was alone in a stall with a hot ass server in front of me. Not my style. Maybe we'll get a room sometime.

Subra- Flipside: BF sez, "I'm a douchebag, if she wants me to be a regular guy, she should date a regular guy".