Where am I at here?
Tuesday, February 21, 2017 9:53 AM
Situation is that I've been going to this club for 10 years. The 1st 5 years, I had great ITC experience with this one girl. About 5 years ago, I'm in the club, drunk. The girl I always go with is away, and I get dances from a different girl. I explain that I want the same ITC experience with her, and tell her (stupidly and drunkly) that I get this ITC experience with... Anyway, when ...gets back, she hears what I did while she was away and I realize that she was only doing that stuff with me (or only a few people, I still don't know). The next time I see her, she tells me off and we don't speak again...until, about a month ago.
She tells me that I hurt her, and that now she doesn't trust me. She decides to give me another chance. What I can't figure out is why? Does she need the income? (about $400/month) Does she actually like me? (doubtful, but hopeful) Is she conflicted about this? The ITC is not as good as previous, but it is still better than I'll ever get from anyone else there. I've asked her about OTC. When I asked her 6 years + ago, she said maybe, but I didn't pursue much because the ITC was plenty. I asked her recently and she said she'd think about it. I pressed her about whether or not she did that with others and she gave me a look like she had. We never discussed price.
On a side note, she has told me that she likes that I'm confident, but hates that I'm cocky. I asked her what that meant, but she couldn't explain it. Most of me just wants to chalk this up to it is what it is, but I'd really like to know what's in her head.
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