@ founder you are sort of reminding me of a joke I heard many years ago
So theres a monk gets initiated into a group and as a novitiate he takes a vow of silence , five years into his meditations the head monk calls him into the office and asks how are things with the caveat, he may speak only two words, so the monk thinks hard and says to the maestro, “food lousy”
He returns to his cell and fives years later is called into the maestros office and again is offered the opportunity to speak two words, again he thinks it over, and utters”bed hard” then reruns to his cell.
Five more years go by our monk devoutly maintains his dedication and remains silent, but the time passes, and five more years pass and again he’s called to the maestros office, this time he’s ready and immediately states “I quit”
The maester hearing this immediately starts to agitate and remarks out loud” you ungrateful idiot, you’ve been here fifteen years and all you do is complain, complain, complain!