Have you ever lost a stripper/GF?
Corvus
Arizona
Wednesday, January 28, 2015 12:09 AM
I lost a girl friend last week. Killed in a single car rollover accident. Driving drunk and maybe high. I found out about her death on the TV news. What a shock it was to wake up to that.
This was a girl I would see when I traveled to her city. A casual relationship, just fun, and no emotional attachment (I thought). But damn, what a waste of a beautiful life, a beautiful girl, only 30 years old and lots of fun to be around.
I'm still not sure how I feel. Sometimes I'm just pissed off that she basically killed herself by driving when she shouldn't have. A passenger in the car with her was hurt badly and is probably still in the hospital? The news video showed a car that rolled multiple times. And without wearing a seat belt she was ejected and died at the scene. Surely an unpleasant scene for those responding or witnesses.
Sometimes I'm sad she is gone. I've had girls disappear before. Others just quit dancing, or stop responding to texts. But never had one die that I know of.
She wasn't a dancer. She was a friend. She's gone to early and days later I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I'll never see her again and we had plans for more fun next week, never to be realized. Damn. Sometimes I feel selfish that she's gone forever.
Sad, pissed off, in mourning, depressed at times. I can only imagine what her family is going through. And I just keep thinking of her, the fun we had, the fun we were planning on having. Maybe writing about it here will help? I would have gone to the funeral if I could have traveled the 250 miles that day. And I don't often attend funerals. Guess there was more emotional attachment than I realized. Or I'm still somewhat in shock.
Thanks for reading, I just felt I needed to write about it. Stay safe out there.
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