Seeking advice from the veterans (Puta burnout)
Thursday, December 8, 2022 9:28 AM
As the title mentions, this is a post seeking some advice.
I'm a 20-something who has paid for sex almost 40 times. The most recent time was at HK, and I couldn't help but notice that I don't like it as much as I used to.
It's getting old to me.
Somehow I have built up a tolerance to fucking smoking hot Latina IG models and my mind now thinks it's normal. Two years ago this feeling would have been unfathomable. I had only ever had relationship sex, and was sex starved after a pandemic breakup. Fucking loads of pornstar caliber putas in TJ was just what the doctor ordered.
Since then, I've had two one-night-stands with normal (non-puta) girls, and I really wanted a relationship with both of them (separately ofc), but they were both from out of state (or so they told me), so it didn't work out.
I'm sure everyone on this forum remembers the first time they walked through the curtains and into HK. I remember thinking holy shit, I can fuck any of these girls for only a Benjamin. And they were so hot. I want that feeling back, but I don't want to feel sex starved again to get that feeling back.
I'm also feeling like I want to be loved (sorry for the diary type post, click off if you don't like this shit). I wasn't love starved when I started this paying for sex journey. I just want to boost the oxytocin levels in my brain, and I feel like fucking putas won't do that for me.
Don't get me wrong, paying for sex solved a lot of my problems, and was very good for me. Increased confidence, more sexual experience with more partners, etc. Maybe I'm just an addict trying to solve every problem in my life by paying for sex with HK girls.
tldr; old timers, what do I do now that fucking a puta doesn't give me the same high it used to? Is there a way I can pay for love? Or at least a way to trick my brain into experiencing the feeling of being loved? Get an ATF? Do sessions longer than 30 min? How long will be enough? Or do I need a 5 year break or something? It has been 1 month since I last got laid, and 6 months since I paid for sex (before this week).
I appreciate any input.
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