Permanent brain damage from hard drugs
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A lot of these people seem to have a totally unique worldview for one then get mad/annoyed at you for disagreeing or simply not agreeing. They will flip out on you over stupid shit that was not directed/intended at them in any form whatsoever.
A lot of them are extremely immature for their age in many ways.
Sometimes they appear to be having a conversation with themself but then get weird and hostile to surrounding people. Ok this particular one only applies to people with the worst of the meth/opioid brain damage cuz most I've met were not on this level.
They have a lot of bright ideas and seem to want to give out terrible advice as help and can't even tell how stupid/ridiculous/crazy they might sound.
They seem to have weird dynamics with interpersonal relationships and I think perhaps the dopamine and emotional part of the brain being severely damaged causes this.
A lot of them tend to be terrible decision makers even when they are totally clean of all drugs/alcohol.
Contrary to the stereotypes plenty of these current and ex meth-heads and heroin junkies actually look pretty damn good so long as they brush their fucking teeth and take care of/maintain themselves. It is only the lazy/bad hygiene ones with crazy looking mouths.
There's probably more oddities, but I can't think of them right now.
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The people that sell the hard drugs? We absolutely love them. We can't suck enough narco or biker dick here in the USA it's just sad
For this, I am forever grateful to Nancy Reagan for scaring the shit out of our youth when it comes to drugs. “Just say no” turned out to be a pretty good motto.
I'm seeing girls graduate from a few bumps of coke to using meth to get through their shift or to work doubles. Using it or crack as party drugs. But meth use is really up and getting normalized. I don't like it. And I'm seeing girls who look good admit to doing it as well.
Some think because they never got addicted to coke they can do meth. But it will catch up with them. I don't like the behavior changes.
I know a girl and she looks great but I noticed she wasn't getting her nails and lashes done like before. Wasn't spending money on clothes. Her money started going towards drugs and she doesn't want to get clean. She's mostly in control for now but in a year....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FtNm9Cg…
I showed it to my kids recently in the hopes that it would be as chilling to them.
We have to drop the melodrama and holier than thou stuff in dealing with substance dependency. We learned that lesson the hard way with alcohol in the 20s. The customs of using alcohol in diluted form (beer, wine) seem to contribute to harm mitigation. We never consider that approach more generally. Cultures where chewing coca leaves is a near universal habit don't have the problems we have with cocaine and crack use. If we turned a blind eye to raw opium smoking, maybe we'd have fewer heroin addicts.
Since rickdugan is a congenital egghead, probably for the best his egg remained raw. Although the egg is likely well pickled along with rest of him.
I just can't imagine a world where opioids are easily available for purchase and consumption. I might feel differently if I didn't have kids, which is something that Ilb quite obviously will never have to worry about, but I do. I've seen the ravages of opioid addiction too many times to count and it's scary. Maybe we could do better with decriminalizing use to a degree in order to focus more on treatment, but IMO we should nonetheless continue to aggressively pursue dealers and distribution networks.
I did snort a few lines of white stuff, but the various effects told me "you don't know what's in that" pretty quickly. So, no more.
Weed is fine. Natural, grows in the garden. A magical mushroom, maybe, now and then. But nothing refined, or chemically created/enhanced. They're playing with fire, and humans are part kindling.
Blah, if you are arguing with an addict who is currently using, it’s almost impossible to have a reasonable discussion and try to portray an opposing point of view. As it was said above, addicts will pause their maturity at the age when they get deeply addicted. I believe they may regress backward in terms of maturity with long term abuse and addiction.
When you take a brain and expose it to such highly addictive substances over an extended period of time - and the doses are significantly higher than any human should take - the likelihood of encountering severe intellectual and emotional damage is a given.
It sucks, as some addicts may have been great conversationalists prior to becoming dependent on these brutal addictions. Getting an addict to detox is incredibly difficult since that sense of mature reasoning is likely gone. These opioids are now engineered to be substances that become rapidly addictive, and overprescribing doctors have basically created lifelong addicts, who will likely never be contributing members of society again.
I know a man in his 40s addicted to meth over 20 years. Installs windows on high rises and is great at his job. Has kept it for over 15 years. Met a heroin addicted head of of college department who went into retirement at 63 2 years ago. A meth addicted accountant who does very well. There are cases like Dr Crackhead. And plenty of dancers with addictions who function well and look great.
The real face of drug use can be anyone around you. The majority aren't zombies in front of a 7 11.
When an addict feels damage to their brain and senses they try new drug combinations. Hardly any addict does just one drug. They look for the right balance. Like many girls like coke and ecstasy and then smoke weed later. It's more complex than saying drugs are bad
And college students love of Ritalin and Adderall (i.e. uppers) is legendary. But we've all seen what too much coke and meth can do to a person. I have one good friend who's snorting himself into an early grave.
It's hard to generalize about the effects of any one drug, but I don't see the upside of injecting heroin.
I would recommend you to just stay away from these people as they might bother you, make you uncomfortable or even try to harm you because some of them may do act violent.
I had a long time favorite that fell prey to drugs and was a functioning addict for some time, but eventually became a crack addict and had to work as an escort to maintain her habit and was abused by other addict and drug dealers.
I try to help her, but I learned that; “you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink” the proverb is accurate in this case; you can provide someone with a good opportunity to get clean, but you can't make them take it if they don't want to.
Like you and many have pointed; all drugs, hard or not, have the potential to harm the brain in the short and long term, temporarily and permanently.
Like Cashman1234 wrote and I quote: “These opioids are now engineered to be substances that become rapidly addictive, and overprescribing doctors have basically created lifelong addicts,” I would add that it is and has been done for profit, remember the tobacco industry bio-engineered highly addictive plants
In our materialistic/capitalist society drugs are a billion dollars industry, legal and illegal. We create a social “problem” and the “solution” just to profit from it.
It is done in every aspect of life; we sell fatty foods that make people fat and sell diet and exercise “systems” to loose weight. Etc etc etc
The system manipulates the supply and demand of everything, creates artificial needs, for drugs in this case, and generates large profits for the drug dealers and the governments associated with the trade.
Drugs almost freely flow throughout the United States, (many famous celebrities, talk openly about their use and nobody gets arrested) this free river feeds the largest drug markets on the world.
“It is the sufferings of the many which pay for the luxuries of the few.”
"All things are poison, and nothing is without poison; the dosage alone makes it so a thing is not a poison."
~ Philippus Aureolus Theophrastus Bombastus von Hohenheim
Born In 1493 Egg, near Einsiedeln, Schwyz, Old Swiss Confederacy (present-day Switzerland)
Died 24 September 1541, Salzburg, Archbishopric of Salzburg (present-day Austria)
All elements substances and chemicals—including food, water and oxygen—can be toxic, even lethal if too much is eaten, drunk, or absorbed.
The toxicity and short or long time effect of any particular chemical, drugs in this case, depends on many factors, including the specific individual who is affected by it.
I always tell my students; Taking any kind of drugs with or without medical attention, really is like playing Russian Roulette...
And I'd agree with icey that a lot of these current users look fine and are productive. But good luck trying to be around them for extended periods of time. You will definitely start to notice the various ways their brains were fried.
I have always largely avoided current addicts. I think at this point I will take it a step further and completely shun ex meth or ex heroin addicts.
I remember the crack and needle epidemic in the 80s when I was a kid and seeing the affects of people on the street back then. That was plenty to scare me straight, and the awesome D.A.R.E. program I went through when I was in Jr High (sarcasm). If anything that program taught me about a whole bunch of other drugs I didn’t even know existed at 12 years old.
None of them want to be addicts. That just happens with enough use.
With dancers for a lot of girls it's just wanting to stay awake. Wanting to forget problems so they can focus more on work. To overcome insecurities.
Being easily influenced by others is a huge thing
You can't have conversations with junkies or junkies who quit using. You can't connect on their level.
The downtown areas can become havens for either addicts or former addicts. If the small city is a college town, there is an uneasy mix of students going about campus, and off campus as well. The concern is after dark, as the addicts seem to be like vampires and they emerge from their darkened hovels. The big city issues manifest in shootings, robberies, car theft, and other crimes related to getting money to get more drugs.
In my view, these areas highlight the way the opioid crisis has turned a percentage of our population into zombies. These folks are largely not going to return to any sort of productive lifestyle in the future. It is my belief (I have no scientific study) that the drugs have turned them from folks who had a modest job inclination towards addiction, to full on addicts - or former full on addicts who will struggle with sobriety every day of their remaining life.
Their ability to reason and become productive is gone. So, these folks will end up being on public assistance and live in squalor. If they can make the jump to minimum wage employment, that is exceptional and impressive. I don’t think arguing with this type of person would be productive, as their brains are no longer functioning.
The addicts share responsibility - but the drug manufacturers also share responsibility - as many folks become addicted after opioids are prescribed as pain killers.
She has the emotional intelligence of a child. She is conniving and emotionally destructive towards others for absolutely no reason. She loves to betray people, especially those who are doing better than her in life (which is almost anyone).
She has not grown, mentally or emotionally, in any form whatsoever since before her addiction.
It is actually quite sad. Also dangerous, as she is willing to throw anyone under any bus and I seem to be her favorite target.
The last time I saw her, if people were around, she NEVER STOPPED TALKING. If people were not around, she'd just talk to herself. I missed sleep the night of my granddad's funeral because she was up all night talking to herself.
She has been to rehab over 15 times.
I don’t abandon friends who use hard drugs. But the ones I know have mostly abandoned life outside of their addiction. Maybe it’s just the passage of time but it seems like drug addiction is just getting worse.
The success rate for rehab is 10%. At some point people have to consider the alternative of harm mitigation, to be come a functional addict, at least as a first step.
Impulsive behavior lead to substance abuse, and substance abuse leads to impulsive behavior, it's a cycle. It's hard to know which is the chicken and which is the egg.
After and during addiction it's not about being impulsive it's about being desperate.
With the psychological part of an addiction being yhe hardest the problem is most don't get the proper psychological care.
And people Stay in the same environment. Not by choice most of the time.
I agree. There is often more than one thing going on and it’s hard to untangle the threads.
She is not. In fact, her looks have declined with her drug use. All of our extended family agrees it's been easier to tell us apart as the years have gone by.
Thanks for the compliment though ❤
SJG
But for your own sanity you need to cut them off. You won't help them and all they'll want is money.
SJG
We don't deal with people who are in Recovery or who are Seeking Salvation.
Rather, we deal with people who can convince us that they are 100% finished with whatever involvement they may have had with drugs and alcohol.
And we have a long formation period before any of our people reach the senior level where they have some say in the governance.
SJG
^ yes you see this psychology in these people with a lot of things.
I disagree with someone here that all these people are unproductive. A lot of them are. But like others are saying for your own sanity it is best to cut current junkies and ex junkies off. There is a lot of weird psychology and weird shit going on in interpersonal relationships with these people.
@studme I am extremely skeptical the damage is not permanent from meeting so many of these ex junkies. When I meet an ex junkie who functions/acts in a way i don't see the drug side affects maybe I'll be convinced. Hah. Good luck on this one.
You are a successful, educated, intelligent, and beautiful woman - and you have a great future. For other family members to see the contrast in you and your sister, it must be very difficult.
Rehab can help some addicts, but after so many attempts, it might never be effective. It sucks to see someone who bounces in and out of treatment. Sadly, it may never work to keep some folks clean.
And drugs are everywhere. In Vegas you see professionals coming in for conventions and the first thing they want is coke. Bachelorettes offering sex for drugs. Or anywhere young girls wanting to lose weight with coke. With shit like lean it's a lot of bored rich kids using parents credit cards to buy it on instagram. A lotbif fake drugs out there that are just fentanyl. Drug use is pretty normalized.
A lot of really young people associate being an addict or a junkie with middle aged or older people. Add to it people acting like toxic traits are cute or funny. A lot of young addicts don't think they're addicts.
What shocks me is how nitrous oxide is just as casually used as weed or alcohol. Or meth and crack used as party drugs. Drinking otc cough syrup like lean. These people already act like they have brain damage. Wait a few years.
It all works by convincing people that they can and should use chemicals to regulate their emotions, instead of doing the much harder work of learning to live within your own skin.
With my Pentecostal Daughter Molester, he started out in adult life on Alcohol and Street Drugs. But then he listened to campus evangelicals and his addiction to Street Drugs advanced in severity to Born Again Christianity. And then with a nervous break down he listened to white coats at our County Hospital and his addiction to Alcohol advanced to Psychiatric Medications.
None of what he did to his daughters could have happened without these two sever addictions, Born Again Christianity and Psychiatric Medications. I spent a long time convincing the DA of this, meaning that this was not an isolated case, it was an ongoing criminal conspiracy to abuse children coming from his church.
The DA's Office told me that he would have a long time to think it over.
Well the problem is that most State Prison inmates fully submit to Born Again Christianity because it earns them a certain amount of pity. And then of course or government is licensing these doctors who prescribe the psychiatric neuro-toxins.
I did my very best to convince the court that this was not an isolated case. Child abuse designed to break the child and based on the idea that they have an innate moral defect is a central component of their religion.
SJG
I cannot stand the Salvation Army
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKdmdCtP…
"a totally unique worldview...
get mad/annoyed at you for disagreeing...
appear to be having a conversation with themself...
can't even tell how stupid/ridiculous/crazy they might sound."
and thought, "Gee, a couple of the members of this board must be meth/heroin addicts."
"Those that use drugs are stuck at the emotional age they started using, and don’t develop beyond that."
Mark this down because it is rare. I am in agreement with Meat.
And maybe now reading Meat, people can see why My Organization will not deal with people who use street drugs OR prescription mood alternants, OR with people who believe in Recovery or Salvation.
But then Meat also goes on to praise Nancy Reagan. Well guess what, Nancy's entire adult life was influenced by drugs, I think prescription tranquilizers.
excellent book:
Patti Reagan Davis
https://www.amazon.com/Way-I-See-Autobio…
And also note that in response to Nancy the Partnership for Drug Free America was started, and that is entirely paid for by Alcohol, Tobacco, Soft Drink, and Prescription Medicine monies.
SJG
Gary Moore - "Red House" - HD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VBTRtL-O…
Shailynn's mom still make him wear the extra tight jock strap so that his voice won't change so that they can keep doing shows for the West Texas Christian Glee Club.
SJG
Ann Wilson - Beware Of Darkness @ George Fest 2014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pphBiAY…
Well, I think some people just have a life experience which is very different from the straight an narrow. This is just how things work out.
I think the OP might be a little bit dense too, IMHO.
SJG
But to the broader point, yes, many in the vanilla world would consider our discussions of sex with strippers to be crazy or outlandish. I will certainly never be talking about any of this with other parents at kids' birthday parties, or with professional contacts, of with other family members, or with church members, or...etc., etc.
Not that many of those guys don't fantasize about alternative action, but most are too risk averse to ever pursue it. They feel like they have too much to lose and/or are afraid of being judged by others.
When I’m searching for a stripping whore who will take a champagne bottle in her back door (always point the corked end away from the ass) - that might be a bit of a niche - but I consider it artistic and creative - as I don’t drink champagne - and I consider it recycling (a booze bottle to a sex toy).
I understand having frustration with hard drug users because I have some in my family. Granddad died a few months ago from liver damage caused by hep c caused by intravenous heroin use (sharing needles). I get frustrated with addicts but I try to have at least a little bit of compassion, even though it's difficult sometimes. It can be a touchy subject.
After seeing some of the clubs they claim to love the most I can't even pretend to take them seriously.
No they're not normal
Blahblahblah23,
I guess it is just how the population is. In San Jose T's (now long defunct) a dancer approached me, sat down with me. And she was lovely, hair, coloration, makeup. But all she could talk about was her drug habits, and a lot of other stuff I would classify as just senseless drama.
She talked about dram with her mom, and how a police officer had pulled her over just so he could look at her bouffant. And she has ongoing trouble with the DMV.
She showed me this little piece of aluminum foil which she rolled up to make her hash pipe, and explained how when the management searched her locker they would not notice it.
She explained about how other girls were trying to fix her with cocaine. She had lots of chemical habits.
I asked her why she does this. She said, "I can't do this job unless I have a buzz." So I told her, "Then you shouldn't do it."
This was an encounter which convinced me that a lot of these girls have some screws loose.
This one was lovely though. And I don't mean for dances, I mean start kissing her, feeling her up, and smooth talking her until the shoulders drop and she yields. Then jizz her the first time in the back room, and then take her home with you to continue.
But at this club, nothing like that could happen, because of our LE.
It did seem like a waste to me, such a pretty girl, but destroying her health and her mind.
SJG
Hard to regulate something well if lots of people still want it.
Lots of other things we don't regulate.
SJG
Ann Wilson - Like a Rolling Stone (Dylan Cover)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENuV-vY2…
SJG
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVh6XTwW…
The war on drugs was mostly just a race war. This is how Hoover Institute fellow and former San Jose Police Chief Joseph D. McNamara
described it.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_D._…
SJG
More programs for kids. Community development.
There are two components to drug transactions - and both aren’t relenting. The demand continues to be high, as we have no shortage of addicts. The supply keeps coming, as it is profitable to the makers. Unless we can stop the demand, this will not decrease. Once demand drops, and it becomes unprofitable for suppliers, it won’t end.
Who used the n-word? What was the context?
SJG
I am not sure the demand will go away. I've noticed most people have extremely weak willpower, and a lot of people are too soft to deal with hard life shit in a sober manner.
SJG