What to do?

Cut out the middleman.

Instead of giving her a couple hundred dollars, why don't you just fly out there and give her the heroin personally? And while you're there make her let you watch her getting ass fucked by her boyfriend.

Your addiction to her may be as strong as her addiction to heroin. This sounds like deja vu all over again. I think you'd enjoy spending $200 more in the club than giving it to her. Then again, it sounds like you are lonely and miss her. Let us know what you decide to do. I bet you'll give her the money because your addiction to her is strong.

Hey Gawker I love your stories man. It’s really cool that you open up like this. BUT FUCK. THAT. SHIT!!!!!!!! New Girl New Girl New Girl find a NEW FUCKING GIRL!!!!

I deal with the same shit. I can’t stop thinking about having sex my old ATF sometimes. We did date and have romantic stuff together (she was only a year younger though) She got pregnant with some piece of shit gangbanger in Juarez. Fuck that bitch!!! I can do better. A new girl is the bridge to sanity. Find a new one. With the money you throw around I can get some of the hottest girls in the world to worship me. With the money you throw around me and half this PL community will be your girl. With the money you throw around you can be a mother fucking SEX GOD!!!! Move the fuck on please. New stories with a NEW GIRL.

1/2 hour face time for a couple hundred??? Nuts.

You know what my advice is but you'll end up doing what you want.

Let it go. For good. For her sake as much as yours.

But Shadowcat makes a good point.

On the plus side, we haven't had an opportunity to witness CJKent's creepy, voyeuristic fixation on you and your ATF in quite some time. So, we can likely look forward to that in this thread.

Let me play the devils advocate here. I personally enjoy buying pics from a dancer I really like so if you enjoy it then go for it! However a few hundred seems really high so I would offer to pay what you think is fair and no more.

Maybe blahblahblah23 will chime in. I think she knows what camgirls normally make for a private show.

@Gawker, I don’t normally offer advice regarding others’ situations, but like @Muddy9 said, FUCK THAT SHIT!
Let the guy who’s boning her fund her habit. Seems to me you can do better than that piece of excement.
Move on. There’s plenty of pussy in the sea.
For $200, I’d want at least one hour of fucking and sucking. Fuck that cam shit crap. Watch a fucking porno for that, for crying out loud.

Wow you had an ATF for 9 years?! There should be a new ATF every month lol

Lol

My advice. Send the $200 by Moneygram. https://secure.moneygram.com/mgo/us/en/

@Gawker sounds like it’s time for a road trip ;)

There is nothing of value that she can give you long distance. Pictures would be worthless since you already have thousands of them. I assume that a sex video would also be worthless for the same reason. And a cam show would be a pathetic exercise given how much you have been intimate in person.

The only possible thing she could give you would be in person. So either you go see her or you don’t. As much as I love and appreciate a man’s obscession with a stripper, I think like most everyone else here that it’s past time for you to cut the apron strings.

@JS69 don’t you mean it’s time to cut the G strings ;)

@Gawker;

To answer your question regarding suggestions if you “should help and if so in exchange for what?”

1. Of course in my opinion you should not “help” her, because you are hinting at the fact that is not worth to you what she is offering.

2. If you decide to go ahead and help, go ahead, but don’t enable. Helping her by giving her money is OK only if you are getting something appropriate in return and if you are willing and in a financial position to do so, and the money doesn’t enable poor behavior (drugs) and causes more harm than good.

I believe you do care for her an you are “in love” and because of that love you should be willing to let her go because that is what is best for her.

You know that you should be investing your time and money in finding a new DS that will become your new ATF...

“Cause when a guy does something stupid once, well that’s because he’s a guy. But if he does the same stupid thing twice, that’s usually to impress some girl.”
~ Dr. Seuss

@Gawker; in response to “What to do?”

“Do what you want and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”

~ Dr. Seuss

If you play you must pay!

Find a really good therapist who specializes in sex addiction (instead of asking a bunch of sex addicts).

Brilliant point RandomMember!

I won’t offer any advice to gawker other than “please share whatever crazy story emerges when you pay her $200 for 30 min of dildo facetime!”

Actually, Mustard, in this case I think everyone is saying, "If you pay, you must play!". ;-)

Consider it a blessing and cut ties with her. Change your phone number and spend that couple of hundred on yourself.

An addict in a relationship with someone else will never add anything positive to your life.

Hey Gawker, I don't know what you should do I only know that, fuck it, I would send her the 200 and not ask for anything in return. Pathetic, true, but nine years is a long time to go back with a honey.

She’s in a relationship. She is her boyfriend’s problem now, not yours. If she was single, down on her luck and not able to feed herself, I would help her out. That’s not the case here.

Tell her you can hook her up with cash next time she's in town

block her number on your phone. seriously.

Forget her, really. I will confess to wishing I could hook back up with favorites in the past, but they fade from my memory as soon as I find another one that will do the same things for me.

I’ll be honest - transfer the money to her using the easiest and quickest method possible.

Don’t fret over what you should do - as I know you will send her the money. It’s a rough time of year to be short on cash.

In the past - I would have said - don’t give her a dime until she’s riding a horse sized dildo - and you’ve jizzed all over your sofa. But, it’s not appropriate for me to say “Push that hot slut for more!”

Well question is she really a heroin addict? Because then giving her extra money is pointless and she needs to learn the hard way what to prioritize in life rather than a drug addiction.

If she isn't an addict I dont see the issue helping her out if you really wanna. A few hundred for 30 min cam session is unusually high..Most cam girls who don't charge bargain basement Ukraine rates get about $1.50-4 a minute their cut on camsites. Of course some make a bit more for their time but this is not as common. In case anyone was wondering, lol!

That's for private shows*^

If she doesnt have major issues I would just give her the money and not make her work too hard. Like if this was a once off favor. But if she is constantly needing help hmm.. I dunno