Sometimes I am reminded that I am a PL too
tusclfix
Kentucky
Tuesday, March 19, 2013 1:48 PM
I travel alot and visit many clubs. But there is this one club that I visit almost every week and am considered a 'regular'.
In this club I have an ATF for about a year now. I don't do OTC nor extras with this ATF but I enjoy her company. Feels like I can have an intelligent and sincere conversation with her. Sometimes I tip her much for hanging out with me and sometimes I tip her nothing, or spend more of my time with others, yet she never pushes or complains.
And I never get SS with her. We talk about people, news, tv, whatever.
One time I told her that of all the clubs and people I've met in over a decade, that I found her the most mature and pleasant.
But, just this week I found out she's a heavy drug user. Normally, this wouldn't surprise me with dancers but it surprised me with her. I just did not expect it with the way she carried herself and the way she looked healthy.
Anyway, it is not like I planned to marry this girl. More likely I or she would have just stopped showing up at some point as many dancer / custie relationships go. And if that had happened, I wouldn't have been the least bit concerned. But as things turned out I feel extremely down about the situation.
I'm not sure how I feel about tipping her or talking to her now. Should it matter? I don't know. I feel like if I talk to her I'm going to get the urge to 'fix' or help her which is not in my playbook.
Guess I am a PL after all. Guess I'll give it a break for now.
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