So my junior year of college is only about 5 or 6 days from being over which means I only have 1 more year left here. At this point I'm starting to think I'll probably never be able to organically have that sweet, teenage romance where the girl actually likes me back, I've had several lifetimes worth of unrequited crushes but I still haven't gone out with a girl to the movies, shared popcorn together, sat in the park holding hands, or any of that stuff. The way I lost my virginity was truly bizarre and uncharacteristic for my age. I still want to have that teenage romance experience though and an instinct inside of me says I will regret it for the rest of my life if I don't have that experience. I'm 21 right now but can easily pass for someone who's 16 or 17 which will make it feel way more authentic than if I didn't do this until I was 30 for example. There's also the fact that if I do it relatively soon, the potential for other people to find it "creepy" is dramatically reduced from a 35 year old guy paying a girl to do this so I essentially need to do this before people find it creepy. If I don't still have a baby face or feel young it also might not feel the same. But I also know my brain and I know that my brain enjoys fantasy simulations just as much as the real thing if it comes close enough.
So I was thinking about writing out a long simulation that details "encounters" in an episodic format from first meeting to the end and then finding a cute girl at a strip club preferably in the 18-20 range to meet me at various locations and pretend to be a high school sweetheart. Most of the actual conversations would be impromptu but I'll just write like guidelines for what to do and where to move the conversation to and stuff like that. Adults can't just stand around in high school hallways flirting so I figure that a community college hallway can serve as a good substitute for anything taking place in a "school" setting. I'm thinking that I'll write it out well ahead of time so that I have a chance to forget a lot of it before I actually go about doing it. For the girl I was thinking I'd meet her in the strip club, buy a few dances, tell her what I'm trying to do and then hand her a piece of paper with all the instructions and episodes on it as well as the payment amount for each episode.
My question though is that if I'm going to do this, quite a few of the "episodes" on the simulation would not include any intimate encounters. It has to go from start to end so we're not going to be fucking right off the bat. But some episodes absolutely will involve intimate encounters. How should I go about putting in the different payment amounts per episode though? I don't think I should give like $300 for "the first encounter" for example if its just going to be talking for a little bit in a hallway. I suppose I can try combining episodes in the same day but at the same time, I don't think a non-intimate encounter should have the same payment as an "intimate encounter" episode.
So I guess my question is, how should I go about structuring the payment for each episode? A two hour episode ending in sex obviously deserves a higher payment than a two hour episode that just features meeting in a hallway and getting coffee? We all know that local markets are different so instead of giving a hard dollar amount like "give her $300 for this and $150 for that," give me ratios. Like should the payment for a non-intimate encounter be approximately half the payment for an intimate encounter or 1/4 of one? Does an encounter that just involves a little kissing count as an "intimate encounter?" Should I create an intimacy scale that determines different payment amounts by the level of intimacy that happens during the episode?
This would be something to ask a sugar baby not a stripper. And don't ask for it right off the bat instead establish a relationship first.
But why do you even pay? Haven't you learned from your buddy SJG you just need to hold a stripper down, stick your tongue in her mouth to hypnotize her into doing whatever you ask?