What am I doing.......
Monday, December 4, 2017 1:36 AM
I have posted on here before and am not a troll, I just don't know what I am doing at this club. It is a hole in the wall type, not fancy, bring your own alcohol place, it has covered top and bottom lap dances with moderate touching. Can grab ass, tits, legs, and briefly pussy over the panties and maybe very shortly under the panties. And brief tits exposed. No extras really. If extras then very very tame.
That is just to say how the club is. Now for further information on the situation I am 30. The stripper I will be talking about is 22 with a couple kids already, but single. She is hot latina with a phat ass nice titties very pretty. She is very cool to talk to and I have found myself seeming to get attached to her. In the last year and a half I've visited her at the club on and off let's say a couple times a month with monthly spending on her in the 2K range. Let's say out of the last 8 months 6 of those months have spent that.
Now more recently I have found myself texting her back and forth often talking to her on the phone often and visiting her at the club once a week again spending 700-900 a visit. I know it sounds like a lot or BS but that is what it is and it is not affecting me financially that is not the issue.
The issue is the attachment issue. She will spend the whole night with me at the club 4,5,6 hours. And after we will talk in the car for an hour or get something to eat. But that is it. No extras, and again no extras in the club except more acceptable for roaming hands during dances, but not as far as fingering but I could chalk that up to club rules, although I think it could be done if she was down because I don't think the club would see.
She claims she will do something otc not services just hanging out or something, which would be okay but has not happened yet. She is busy with kids but it seems like she could make time at some point for hanging out but not yet.
I do know that her hanging out after a club visit is not something she does with other customers, although I realize she might be throwing me a bone for the high spending. Still she must not completely dislike me because otherwise she wouldn't even do that, she is not pressed for money, meaning even if I stopped spending on her she would make something anyway and is not the type to ask for anything as she hasn't, she is confident so she doesn't ask for anything ever.
So I guess what I'm trying to convey is she must not completely dislike me but at the same time not be interested enough to pursue anything otc very much even just hanging out. And my question is, is it completely stupid to be attached to this dancer and spend this amount. Is it useless to continue this way. Maybe I am looking for something that she is not interested in and maybe she just won't do otc extras no matter what I spend. I guess it's possible she just wants to keep everything mostly in the club. But why does she show some interest? Why? (Texting and talking on phone so often and after club chilling) That is what is confusing me. She doesn't have to. She doesn't have to and don't think she would if there wasn't some interest
and again not only money interest because the money would be the same anyway.
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