In a moment of weakness I thought about the girl that made me pl of the year.... honestly I still think of her often but today I almost texted her. I googled her number and found all types of reviews for escorting. I looked them up. I read reviews detailing the sex acts she performed with others while we were dating.... it has not been a Good day
Not sure if I understand you completely. But if you want to see a girl, you need to know what you want. If so, it can probably happen. If not, you will probably get made into a PL.
Don't worry. Republican probably won't repeal Obamacare so you can still get subsidies for drugs, maybe, until it gets taken awAy or you make too much.
No one in the organization I am building will be using street drugs or psychiatric or behavioral modification drugs. I have never used such, and never would.
If someone had tried to give them to me, you would have read about what became of them in the newspapers.
But my group will always be fighting for progressive politics, as I do on the ground now.
You already got your ass kicked good once by her; don't go looking for more punishment - you're only asking to be used again if you go back - a ho never changes her spots.
So knowing she was blowing people, does it make you want to act out any cuck fantasies where you watch her blow someone in front of you then you beat her ass, then fall back into white knight mode, forgive her and make love?
Daddillac- I feel for you. Just keep looking forward. I'm not going to say forget about her because there will always be sometimes you will. Just don't focus on her. Find other dancers to take your mind off of her.
Just do not contact her! Add Papi said, ho's don't change. It'll be nothing but pain if you do.
Speaking as someone who tends to get emotionally attached to favorite strippers now and then, I feel ya, bro! Nothing good ever comes from finding out what our faves do with other guys. My ATF and I are currently on a FOUR-month hiatus which may turn out to be permanent. I think about her every damn day but haven't texted her for weeks and am going to wait many more weeks before I try one last time. I'm afraid she's a bit of a "flore" (= flake + whore), plus it appears that she was in the pokey for a few months. (Yeah, I can pick 'em!) Anyway, there will always be another stripper to replace the last one.
As a good TUSCL friend (who will remain unnamed) often tells me: "The best way to get over one woman is to get under another!"
I also think tender thoughts about my ATF and some other favs. But they probably think I'm a chump who will believe anything they say. Maybe we have to idealize woman we are sexually attracted to, while the reality is that they're nasty, stupid whores.
Most strippers I know wouldn't even bother having other customers while they had one giving them the kind of money you were giving her, not out of loyalty; but laziness. So escorting, while having such a whale of a customer is really surprised me. Also, most of the girls I know would actually stop a lot of other activities if it kept you happy and spending. She was "working" a lot and judging a lot of lies, which takes effort, even if someone is a bad period. Was she on drugs? Why did she need so much money? Most girls don't escort just for extra cash, if they are making their money.
If you go back to her after what she did to you she'll have even less respect for you than b/f (you pretty-much have negative PL equity w.r.t. her IMO).
She may contact you at some point testing the waters, and it looks like your right for the picking - all I can say is don't expect it to "be different this time" and I'd dismiss things she is is likely to say such as "I'm not the same person anymore"; "I was going thru a bad-time" ... - don't buy it and if you do then it's on you.
I can't say it would not be worth it a second time around, but it seems you pretty-much feel the same way about her as the first-time and thus likely to have the same rssutls as the first time; IMO.
The only thing that you should remember (if you remember I thought you should get even by reporting her to the IRS, I still feel that way) is you can't get played if you don't play.
So I ran across the new boyfriend of my old ATF.... do I warn him? do I sit back and watch him get taken?..... What's the best thing to do? If it was you would you want to know you were engaged to a stripper/escort that is only after your money?
No way would I insert myself into that BS on purpose. Man, you should be concentrating on finding a new ATF versus looking behind you. If you are being honest about your bankroll, you have many options.
Many times I have seen dancers that I knew were ROBS or just lousy in VIP talking to customers close by me and would have liked to warn them but I know better than to get involved in things that are not my business. Got it?
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If someone had tried to give them to me, you would have read about what became of them in the newspapers.
But my group will always be fighting for progressive politics, as I do on the ground now.
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You don't need that bullshit in your life.
Just do not contact her! Add Papi said, ho's don't change. It'll be nothing but pain if you do.
As a good TUSCL friend (who will remain unnamed) often tells me: "The best way to get over one woman is to get under another!"
Peace.
If it was worth it to you at the time, and you had fun, be content and satisfied with it.
If the aftermath is too much hurt, learn from it as best you can and go on.
Did you ever really think there was anything more to it than P4P?
She may contact you at some point testing the waters, and it looks like your right for the picking - all I can say is don't expect it to "be different this time" and I'd dismiss things she is is likely to say such as "I'm not the same person anymore"; "I was going thru a bad-time" ... - don't buy it and if you do then it's on you.
I can't say it would not be worth it a second time around, but it seems you pretty-much feel the same way about her as the first-time and thus likely to have the same rssutls as the first time; IMO.
You can't and shouldn't fall in-love w/ someone you are paying $$$ to (proverbial square-peg in round-hole).
Basic law/rule of strip-clubbing; "don't go to strip-clubs looking for love", you will be setting yourself up for failure/getting-schemed,
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