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FONDL
Here we go again. Until recently I've had a favorite who I saw fairly regularly. From almost the very beginning she has been extremely open with me and has told me an awful lot of personal stuff without my ever asking. We've exchanged both emails and phone calls fairly regularly, and because I live pretty far from her club we always agree in advance on when to get together. Recently she has been suggesting that we get toegther outside the club - her idea, not mine. And we made a tentative date to do so with the understanding that she would call to confirm the details. Naturally she never called (surprise, surprise), and since then she hasn't returned either my 2 emails or 2 phone calls, 2 of each being my limit. So I guess I'll be moving on to a new club and a new girl. But I'm curious, why do girls do this? I know it's all about the money but this is costing her $$$, not putting them in her pocket. And I haven't done anything wrong - I'm always polite, tip well, and am clean and well dressed. Any ideas?
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Just because she disappeared doesn't mean she didn't and doesn't consider you a friend. I disappeared many many years ago and it had nothing to do with my buddies. The depression was just too much and I needed to just forget everything and everyone. I think the only people who can really understand are those who suffer from extreme depression. I'm not talking about being sad for good reason. I'm talking a lot of pain and too much information and very strong need to block everything. Unfortunately, block everything out includes very good and close friends. :(
I visit the better clubs in my area fairly regularly and have gotten to know several of the girls well. I had been spending quite a bit of time (and money) with one girl at my favorite club off and on for a couple of months last fall when out of the blue one night she gave me her phone number and asked me to call her. She knew I visited other clubs and was friends with other dancers so I thought she was just trying to get me to spend all my time and money with her and quit going to the other clubs. When she gave me her phone number she made me promise not to let anyone know that she had done that because she said it was against club rules and that she could get fired. I've had other girls give me their numbers too and was never interested in pursuing things so even though I kept her number I didn't call her. I didn't go back to that club for a couple of weeks and when I did she came and sat with me as soon as she saw me. We started talking and she said she was worried that she had scared me off by giving me her number and was glad to see me. I told her that I still had her number, but that I had been busy and hadn't had a chance to call her. She said that was OK and that she was hoping I'd find time to call her soon. She asked if she could have my number so I gave her my cell number.
That weekend she called me and we talked on the phone for over an hour. The only time she mentioned work was saying that it was nice to be able to talk to me without having to yell over the music. We had a really nice conversation talking mainly about her plans to visit her family in a couple of weeks. She hadn't been home in a while and was really looking forward to the visit. I didn't go to the club the next week, but that weekend I had some free time so I called her and asked if she would like to go out to dinner. We went out and had a great time. When I dropped her off she invited me in and I declined. She said that was what she liked most about me, that I was a gentleman and didn't treat her like a whore like most of the guys at the clubs do. I kissed her goodnight and left.
The following week she called me on Tuesday night and said she was going in to work late that night and asked if I'd like to meet her after I got off work and have dinner on her way in. She said this time it was her treat. I said ok and we met at a place not far from the club she works at and had a nice dinner. After dinner she asked me what my plans for the evening were. The cynic in me figured that she was wanting me to go to the club and spend the rest of the night blowing money on her. As it turned out the exact opposite was the case. I asked why she was wanting to know and she said that she hoped I wasn't wanting to go to the club! This threw me for a loop so I asked her why and she said that it was against club rules to date customers so if I went to the club I'd have to see one of the other girls instead of her. She said "I won't be at work next week, so it's safe for you to go and have a good time then if you want". I told her I didn't know we were dating and she said that she hoped we were. I told her to enjoy her trip and to call me when she got back. She called me at work the day she got back to town and said she wanted to see me. She said that this time she wanted to cook dinner for me at her place. I went over to her place that evening (Friday) and ended up spending the entire weekend there. We have been dating regularly since around November, and while I still go to the other clubs ocassionally I have quit going to the club she works at.
Anyway, she has told me many times that a lot of the girls do meet guys they would like to date but that either the guys get the wrong impression (like I did at first) and think they are just after money, or they find out the guys have lied about wives, girlfriends, etc. She said that even if they do go out with a customer is seldom works out because most guys like going to the clubs and looking at the girls until one of the girls is their girlfriend then they get jealous and want them to quit dancing. Basically what it comes down to is that if both people are honest and comfortable with the relationship it can work, but it isn't easy. The guy and the girl both have to be open minded and flexible or it will never happen. If a girl shows interest in a guy it's not always about the money. Like skdii said, these girls often don't have a lot of normal relationships. Sometimes it's tougher for them to meet someone and have a relationship than guys would believe.
Many strippers are in the fantasy business and are playing a role. So if a stripper presents herself in a fantasy role as poor and uneducated, then I might buy into that fantasy. If I later learn thru her efforts that she's a graduate of Harvard and has 3 or 4 mansions, then she will have destroyed my fantasy. In the same vein if she shows herself to a considerate person and then shows her true nature my fantasy will have been destroyed.
You seem to be suggesting in this thread that Yoda's simplisitc strippers are just profit maximizers model isn't quite right. I think am with you on this on. I remember seeing behaviour which was very non-profit maximizing even so much that girls as dumb as most strippers are ought to have been able to know it if they thought about it for a bit. I would even conjecture that for most strippers the manipulative, I am smarter than the customers becuase I can outplay them aspect of their job is more important. (Also getting revenge on men for past injustices comes into play too.) This is a common trait in sociopaths. Also the failure to credit their victims with any kind of intelligence or sense of self worth.
In any case, I think a lifestyle change is in order for you: How about spending some money to bolster your self- esteem so you don't get played by users in the future (and then go back to them even after they've smacked you down)?
Maybe RL can provide some resources to help FONDL out here?
I'll bet he is smart enough to know that also, and I think earlier in the thread he made the point that he thought he'd be hearing from her when she needed money.
The key is does he hold a grudge and or is the fantasy destroyed. I think he is willing to forgive her at least once.
I bet you will.
I've only know four dancers outside the club routine. Every one of them was, as you said, very different outside the club. Inside, they all treated me differently then the other regulars, but outside they were different again. Like three different personalities.
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"you probably wouldn't call me, would you?" I was thinking this girl is crazy, we never talked about getting together and I never asked for any phone number. I was wondering though if this stripper was a mind reader.
I think it is very wise of you not to try calling again, if out of no where she calls you, and asks you to come to the club, then you will know she pulled the same crap on you.
Girls like your retired ATF are few and far between. Most of the time it's all BS.
Just to clarify a little more: First of all Shadowcat hit the nail on the head, she does have a new BF, she told me all about him, and he's not thrilled with her being a dancer. She claims she also has told him all about me, which may or may not be true (BTW, I'm old enough to be her grandfather if that's at all important.) They started living together earlier this year, which is a new thing for her.
The money issue is more complicated that I led you to believe also. She is really gorgeous and is the club's featured dancer, and as a result she has some really high rollers coming in to see her. But so far I've only been in early during the day when none of the others have been there, so there's not a competition problem, other than the fact that she probably wishes I'd up the anty. But I made it very clear early on how much I can afford and that I'm not going to spend more than that. She never seemed to have a problem with that before.
This girl is also very young and fairly immature. Plus she's a full-time college student and only dances about 3 times a week. And she's probably right in the middle of finals. So I'm just assuming that she doesn't have time for me at the moment. That will probably change soon but who knows.
Shadowcat, I never go looking for a favorite either, and most of the time I don't have one. But as you say, every once in awhile it happens, every once in awhile you run into someone who is really special. Like this one. Until this all happened she treated me better than any other dancer ever has. Ever.