Yoda

lol, I totally get what you are saying Chili. I'm not going to go into moderation theories here since none of these guys give a shit (nor should they). I will say however always respect your opinions and contributions.

Sorry you feel that way Chili but pink is pink and I do what I'm supposed to do.

You both have your addictions Gawker. Your ATF is addicted to heroin and your wallet while you are addicted to her pussy and the excitement of being with someone young and out of control. Anything "real" beyond those facts is always going to remain a mystery since both of your addictions cloud reality-based decision making. I'm not going to give you advice as to whether your presence in her life is hurting or helping her. Clinicians and psychologists go to school, get degrees and practice for years in order to be qualified to dispense that sort of advice and, even then, THEY are full of crap half of the time. That being said, clearly your money is enabling her. Only a fool would think otherwise. I'm not going to tell you to walk away but I will tell you that I HAVE walked away when faced with a similar situation right in the very same club that you met your ATF in. Several years ago I was involved with a dancer who was a raging alcoholic. The club knew and wouldn't allow her to buy alcohol at work but she would sneak in vodka and drink it at her locker. Guys would do VIP with her (sex was a given) and the idiot waitresses would bring champagne and drinks for the "customer" knowing full well that the dancer I'm talking about was getting soused beyond control. I could tell you endless stories about her losing her money all the time, urinating on the leather couches in the VIP rooms and trying have unprotected sex in the VIP room but I think you get the picture. I realized eventually that my money was helping enable her bad behavior. I certainly wasn't her only customer but I was a weekly very good spending regular. I walked away and probably waited too long to do so. I don't get involved with addicts but, yeah, I went a lot further with her than I ever should have.

I contributed quite frequently here for many years before this forum became primarily a venue for idiots and hate mongers. SW is not the same sort of site as TUSCL and moderating on a site is not the same thing as being a general poster. Everyone is free to participate wherever they like. Sounds like you are happy being hear and not on SW. So be it. While I spend far more time on other sites I do drop in here on occasion and post as I see fit.

"Are you the same Yoda from stripperweb?" Yes "Why do you not speak in Yoda speak, hmm? Coo-el it would be if you did." Because this is a message board, not a Star Wars convention.