How Do I Take Her Out Of My Head?
Tuesday, April 15, 2014 7:02 PM
The past few day have been intense for me.
Basically, she just dominated my mental landscape.
We get in touch at least once a day. Texting, phone calls, pls-come-over-here conversation.
Really, then I realized something is not right. You probably know what it is.
I can't fall in love with this dancer, she is basically an 'artiste' who performs to make a buck.
I guess this is the moment where I should rationalize how crazy this setup is.
"The hooker with a heart of Gold." as said by the blogger actually is what I was thinking about her.
She managed to pull me into her life that is real, no pretense it-is-what-it-is what-you-see-is-what-you-get situation. I just love her real persona, she is so awesome to be with. We actually have a connection and she knows that as well. We just automatically click naturally.
Her daughter who is so sweet and playful has won my heart, wishing I was the dad who is nowhere near within one hundred miles.
And so, Mr.Logic is telling me how stupid I am to be falling for this. And yet I am what you can now call a believer, thinking she is not doing OTC with other men.
I must be crazy and stupid at the same time.
If I don't bail out within two weeks, I will fall in love with this dancer who is going ruin my clubbing and easygoing lifestyle.
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