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Pledging an oath of loyalty to a favorite stipper

Muddy

USA

Recently I've been seeing a dancer at the club a few times now, enough where I feel we have a real chemistry, a real vibe with each other. It hit me as a way to sort of seal the deal, lock it in if you will, I thought it would be a nice gesture to swear an oath of loyalty with this girl. I sat her down and told I have something important to tell you, saying "I'll always be there for you, always standing over your shoulder, whenever you feel lonely I'll be right behind you breathing, when nobody else is around, I'll be there, be it dark alley or on the rooftops, I'll follow you into the depths of hell, I'll follow to the end of the earth, for the rest of eternity...forevermore...........forevermore."


I saw the blood run from her face, turning white. I could tell this was a powerful moment of emotion for her. One that needed time to process. She had no words. Finally she excused herself to go to the dressing room. I saw her leave the club fully changed back into street clothes, briskly, almost sprinting. I've since been calling her cellphone, her home phone. I've messaged her on many forms of social media twitter, instagram, vine, kik, facebook(her family members as well looking for clues) nothing back yet. I've driven by her hours multiple times, day or night waiting for to leave or enter, I've seen nothing only a for sale sign on the front lawn. I'm not sure if some dancers are emotionally ready for a such deep commitment from a dedicated customer, the love, the laughs, the crying, heartache we've shared may have been too powerful for to bear. And for that, I weep. For that I weep.