share your story for the ones unable to speak...
poledancer83
Narnia
so i saw an inspiring post on another site and i wanted to do it here. we know of the injustice going on in minn. but how do we stop it. how do we overcome... there is no right answer but i wanted to share a story with you. im not black im not a minority in any way but we all have stories to tell. i invite you to tell yours now. in honor of those that cant....
i started stripping at 18ish i dont remember but i used a fake id (the clubs didnt accept dancers under 21) i did that for somewhere around a year. it was fun and i loved the experience. drugs and alcohol were a huge part of the environment and that was fun too. getting drunk soon didnt suffice and i turned to drugs. pills heroin coke etc. anything to get a buzz. i didnt do it because of work but some do.... i did it because i liked it. i was prob around 19 when a man asked me to see him after the club. young and dumb i said sure. (starting to cry now but tears of joy for telling the story) when i got to his place he and 4 others pinned me down and raped me. 6 hours of torture and they were all found guilty 6 months later... 2 months home confinement... 2 fucking months.... the drug use continued... i couldnt afford the habit any longer and had been locked up several times with fines for each... i started to walk the streets. ive seen the injustice from another perspective. they would arrest us for stupid shit and let the men go. now im not saying this shouldnt be legal ive asked for that for years but none the less. we have to speak up and tell our stories. i was unresponsive and overdosing a year ago today and a cop saved me with narcan. they arent all bad but the laws and the legal system need changed and they need changed now.
i started stripping at 18ish i dont remember but i used a fake id (the clubs didnt accept dancers under 21) i did that for somewhere around a year. it was fun and i loved the experience. drugs and alcohol were a huge part of the environment and that was fun too. getting drunk soon didnt suffice and i turned to drugs. pills heroin coke etc. anything to get a buzz. i didnt do it because of work but some do.... i did it because i liked it. i was prob around 19 when a man asked me to see him after the club. young and dumb i said sure. (starting to cry now but tears of joy for telling the story) when i got to his place he and 4 others pinned me down and raped me. 6 hours of torture and they were all found guilty 6 months later... 2 months home confinement... 2 fucking months.... the drug use continued... i couldnt afford the habit any longer and had been locked up several times with fines for each... i started to walk the streets. ive seen the injustice from another perspective. they would arrest us for stupid shit and let the men go. now im not saying this shouldnt be legal ive asked for that for years but none the less. we have to speak up and tell our stories. i was unresponsive and overdosing a year ago today and a cop saved me with narcan. they arent all bad but the laws and the legal system need changed and they need changed now.
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Two months confinement didn't begin to address the horror of that. You're lucky they let you live! 😢
I'm aware that bad apples leave a very poor stench on the rest of the batch as far as cops go, but I - being in that minority and hearing stories and situations like what's going on in Minn. - will always have that spike of anxiety when I have to interact with a LEO in any form or fashion, even when I know I have no ill intents. It's lame - to say the least.
If you have PTSD from your past circumstances, did you try to find counseling or therapy for it? Regardless, I hope you're in a better place now.
How do we fix this ? In addition to convicting the cops involved, we need to discover who let this cop avoid consequences, fire them, and open them up to lawsuits.
The real problem isn’t the 1% or 2% of cops who are bad, it’s the system that turns a blind eye to their crimes. I guarantee the corruption goes deep in any police department, and city, where cops this bad stay on the street. If bad cops are tolerated, the good cops find somewhere else to work. The 1% of bad apples becomes 20%.
They all deserve to hang
Why stop at the governor?
It is super necessary to go all the way, to the POTUS.
Holy fuck! I can’t believe I jerked off twice while reading PD’s post! I usually just cum when she opens her filthy used cunt!
I know PD didn’t deserve the shit she got. She is one of the strongest people I know, and it still angers me that someone would do that to her. Therapy helps a bit, but good drugs are my preference. They work quickly and help me drift away to my happy place...
Much life lays ahead. Best wishes.
I’ll mention a minor one. One time, a Bexar County cop was keeping pace with me from a distance that’s somewhere between a “close” and “far” while I was in the parking lot going to my car after the club closed. I was creeped out and got in the car as quick as I could and got out of there. Maybe he was watching me in case I was too intoxicated, but idk why one wouldn’t just stop and ask a couple questions instead of doing a hard core eye staring. 😐 Hoping for a Dui charge...?
Hell, even the biggest of PLs on this board are good people with addictive problems hiding from their past memories. I’m sure you have seen it a lot working in the clubs.
Still, a mob decided to burn 200 businesses to the ground before we had any of these answers. Rumors in Minneapolis are that many of the “protestors” were bused in from Chicago. If that turns out to be true, I’d like to know who organized that.
There's video of him passively resisting from the very start. The other two people exited the car no problem but Floyd had to be pulled out of the car. Then the first time they try to put him in the car he just falls down.
Also, he wasn't someone who was just possibly using counterfeit money. He seemed to be intoxicated or under some influence and was trying to drive. That's a serious offense to me that could have hurt an innocent person.
Anyway, what needs to be done about bad cops is body cams and car cams on at all times and an independent federal organization whose sole duty is to monitor the local police agencies because they can't police themselves.