I'm feeling kinda' guilty
rickdugan
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Monday, December 12, 2016 6:48 AM
I pulled a dick move last night on a nice girl who I had already agreed to leave with. While this girl was doing her rounds to say goodbye to everyone, which was taking quite a while, another girl who I have never taken OTC came by and started chatting. I have been in lust with this other girl for months, always having difficulty taking my eyes off her when she is on stage. She is pretty and has a racy lush body type that just kills me, but she has always given me the impression in the past that she keeps her activities ITC. Well, apparently she had a change of heart last night and made it clear that she would go OTC if I wanted. I just couldn't resist, but I ended up screwing over someone who I had already committed to in the process. I think part of my guilt revolves around the fact that I know that this nice girl really needs to money and she has always been sweet and honest with me, which as we all know is somewhat uncommon in this business
Oh, and what makes this even worse is that the girl who approached me and the nice girl are, for some reason, very unfriendly towards each other. Each has told me that the other is nasty to her. I strongly suspect that part of the motivation of girl #2 in coming over when she did and in finally making it known that she would go OTC with me was the chance to screw over girl #1. I'm sure that girl #2 has noticed my interest over the last several months and figured that she had a good shot at pulling it off. Obviously it worked, but in the cold sober light of the next day I feel a little bad about it. Normally I wouldn't, but as I said before, girl #1 has been very good to me in a number of ways and didn't deserve the surprise loss of money or the indignity of having it happen at the hands of girl #2, who could very possibly rub it in the face of girl #1 at the first chance.
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