I have suffered from depression and anxiety since childhood. I usually avoid large crowds and prefer off days or nights to club. Usually when I go through a episode of depression I usually stay at home and sleep. To me at these points in life I truly feel that nothing in life is worth pursuing. This sucks because when I snap out of it I will feel like I need to make up for lost time.
As I've gotten older and wiser I have learned to flow with my moods and listen to my body. Even though I still suffer from depression I know how to get around it and to even enjoy it. I see it as a time to rest and vacation away from the world and all its activities. The rest once I snap out of it brings me a better understanding of why I enjoy life and the activities in it.
Thanks again for reading my ramblings and for being my friend online and in person
Juck you Fackie