How Strip Clubs Saved My Life
Saturday, December 29, 2012 11:35 PM
Little background on me: 24 year old white male, with a high speed internet connection, competent around googles and internets, with a sufficient income coming from staying at home, no social life.
Which means, I'm young & get my sexual needs fulfilled by porn, have zero friends, don't go around many people at all (outside of grocery stores and gas stations), but I make enough money to live comfortable life without needing to put myself in any kind of social situation, ever.
So that means, as of 4 months ago, I was a basically miserable lonely motherfucker. A fat one, at that, don't find myself good looking, and although confident within my work, not confident enough as a physical being.
After being this guy for years, many years, since high school, I've decided enough is enough. Getting into Pick up artist bullshit, and all of that, won't help a guy like me, at all. I'd never put myself in a social situation, and if I were, if I got a negative reaction from anyone, ever, I'd run out and never return again.
I've considered strip clubs for years, I knew money was the answer there, but being extremely shy person, I never pictured myself being seen there, what if my family found out? what would people think of me having to PAY for female interaction? After years of working up the courage, one night while alone in my apartment, lonely as shit, I decided I had it enough. Fuck my morals, fuck my ethics, fuck my reputation, fuck everything, I'm going for what I want in life!
I stepped into local club, nicest club around, I knew if I went there instead of some dives, I have less chance of anything going wrong, so I'd just try to be transparent, & I also brought enough money to make sure everything goes smoothly as possibly.
I walk in, nervous as shit, $10 cover, whatever that's nothing, walk in, NAKED FUCKING BITCHES? WHAT THE FUCK?
Wait hold on, are you saying, that for $10, I can walk into this place where there's just naked women walking around? Wait... WHY HASN'T ANYONE TOLD ME ABOUT THIS BEFORE!!! I HAVE NEVER SEEN A NAKED WOMAN IN REAL LIFE BEFORE!!!
Ok, keep it cool I keep telling myself, find yourself a seat, try not to be noticed. I did, got myself a drink, and I looked around & seen these guys who were exactly just like me, enjoying this experience, man, I KNEW MY LIFE HAS CHANGED RIGHT THERE, FOREVER! Then suddenly a girl came to me, and sat on my lap, and she was naked, this was first time this has happen in my life!
Of course I wanted a LD, I think this was easiest sell she ever had. My first LD = First time seeing ass, titties, pussy, in real life. First time being touched in that way. I finally felt like a man, I'm sorry, but that was it. Song over? Why did you stop, KEEP FUCKING GOING! Man I bought like 12 dances from that girl in the row, she must have been EXHAUSTED by the time she was done.
Whole club experience = $150, I paid that much for a single shirt before, and never got this kind of action, ever. This changed my life within one night, I obviously escalated from there and got into the whole scene much more. Prior to that, I was also talking to one girl, strictly platonic, for months with nothing going on. After my SC experience, within a week we had sex. If there's one thing that had most impact on my life, it's strip clubs.
By the way this was just 4 months ago, since then I visited every club in my city, the city over, took trips to Atlanta and Miami, and just, felt alive. But it's more than strip clubs, man, I just feel like a new man, my confidence is so obvious now, I have finally come to accept myself for who I am. It changes everything, it changes everything I do in my life, I can just be naked right now & I don't give a flying fuck, I'm just comfortable.
The level of how anti social I was, and social anxiety I had, and porn addiction I had, I swear these were classic serial killer traits. With some money and open mind for one night, I went from being a depressed bitch who considered suicide to a person who appreciates life in every aspect
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