I have suffered from this problem my whole life not to mention the battles of depression I have struggled with.
As a youngster I didn't know how to balance my life so if the new Madden got released I would spend days if not weeks locked in my room playing season after season in just a few days at a time.
If I had a girlfriend I would ditch my friend's, football and other activities just to get my dick wet daily..if not all day.
This of course caused problems in my life until I learned how to balance things out.
Shortly after my divorce I went to local strip clubs damn near daily.. I mean seriously...I would have to be in at work at 11pm and I would go club before work for four hours at a time. Was I rich ? Fuck no...truth of the matter I was spending myself broke. The only good thing that came of this was the stripper I dated and lived with for three years.
As I right this I'm basically 35 as of this November and can be considered middle aged now.
The things I love about this age is I seem more balanced even with my emotions. Not sure if this is due to my test dropping off ? I often believe so because as a athlete I already had high levels and was pumping in more legal forms of test into my body witch I believe gave me mood swings and made my OCD worse.
Now that I have normal or lower levels I seem to think clearly and no longer take life in excessive amounts. I also give my Christian beliefs to have added to me finding balance and backing off of excess.
Life is much more enjoyable due to my finances being in order, and when I do club I can really drop some cash and swoon a stripper at lest for the night.
Thinks for reading my ramblings
I exit with a sexy picture of a red head I find hot
God bless my friend's


Why didn't you bring that redhead when we met?