Obsessive compulsive disorder and finding balance, enjoyment in this game
JuiceBox69
Fucking on Young N Dumb Chicken Heads
I have suffered from this problem my whole life not to mention the battles of depression I have struggled with.
As a youngster I didn't know how to balance my life so if the new Madden got released I would spend days if not weeks locked in my room playing season after season in just a few days at a time.
If I had a girlfriend I would ditch my friend's, football and other activities just to get my dick wet daily..if not all day.
This of course caused problems in my life until I learned how to balance things out.
Shortly after my divorce I went to local strip clubs damn near daily.. I mean seriously...I would have to be in at work at 11pm and I would go club before work for four hours at a time. Was I rich ? Fuck no...truth of the matter I was spending myself broke. The only good thing that came of this was the stripper I dated and lived with for three years.
As I right this I'm basically 35 as of this November and can be considered middle aged now.
The things I love about this age is I seem more balanced even with my emotions. Not sure if this is due to my test dropping off ? I often believe so because as a athlete I already had high levels and was pumping in more legal forms of test into my body witch I believe gave me mood swings and made my OCD worse.
Now that I have normal or lower levels I seem to think clearly and no longer take life in excessive amounts. I also give my Christian beliefs to have added to me finding balance and backing off of excess.
Life is much more enjoyable due to my finances being in order, and when I do club I can really drop some cash and swoon a stripper at lest for the night.
Thinks for reading my ramblings
I exit with a sexy picture of a red head I find hot
https://www.instagram.com/p/BI-6LHWg8jD/
God bless my friend's
As a youngster I didn't know how to balance my life so if the new Madden got released I would spend days if not weeks locked in my room playing season after season in just a few days at a time.
If I had a girlfriend I would ditch my friend's, football and other activities just to get my dick wet daily..if not all day.
This of course caused problems in my life until I learned how to balance things out.
Shortly after my divorce I went to local strip clubs damn near daily.. I mean seriously...I would have to be in at work at 11pm and I would go club before work for four hours at a time. Was I rich ? Fuck no...truth of the matter I was spending myself broke. The only good thing that came of this was the stripper I dated and lived with for three years.
As I right this I'm basically 35 as of this November and can be considered middle aged now.
The things I love about this age is I seem more balanced even with my emotions. Not sure if this is due to my test dropping off ? I often believe so because as a athlete I already had high levels and was pumping in more legal forms of test into my body witch I believe gave me mood swings and made my OCD worse.
Now that I have normal or lower levels I seem to think clearly and no longer take life in excessive amounts. I also give my Christian beliefs to have added to me finding balance and backing off of excess.
Life is much more enjoyable due to my finances being in order, and when I do club I can really drop some cash and swoon a stripper at lest for the night.
Thinks for reading my ramblings
I exit with a sexy picture of a red head I find hot
https://www.instagram.com/p/BI-6LHWg8jD/
God bless my friend's
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ATAC I appreciate your years and word's of experience that give hope and inspiration to a younger brother.
Travler yes this is one of the kind of girl I try to find in the clubs
Psychotherapy is a con, a kind of second rape. It is designed to make you believe that you are the problem, that the problem is in your own head.
Legal and political activism, finding comrades and taking action, are what is required. Never Therapy, Recovery, or Religion.
SJG
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Elevated testosterone is pretty well known to cause mood swings.
I fight mood swings myself with cycling and swimming. Some weight lifting too -- but I can only press about 1/4 what the average football player presses.
But Juice, dont be influenced by me. I'm addicted to gorgeous redheads. Keep doing your balance thing. It's obviously good for you.
Plus a quick math lesson 35 is half of 70 so I kinda agree that 35 is the begging of middle age.
Another thing is all through my 20s I never truly felt like a man even though I had a wife, kids, house and a job...I still felt like a kid.....it hasn't been until very resent like last year and this one that I actually feel like a grown ass man.
Feel free to voice your experience on this shit
#menhelpingboys
Also not I appreciate all the comments in the thread...sorry I haven't replied to all but I have read them all and enjoyed them
Seriously guys thank you for your online friendship in my life
I've been working a fuck load of overtime and I recently joined a gym before all this overtime.
I was thinking of going in to work tonight but recognize that since I got my gym membership I haven't been as much as I liked due to me killing myself at work....so tonight I'm putting some balance in and skipping work to go to the gym to work on more than my money but my physical health and appearance.
We all mature at different ages - some peak early-on, some later-on - we are all individuals and have our individual paths in life - just be the best Juice you cwn be & who you were meant to be as a unique person - keep the faith & keep reaching for the stars - their are often gonna be challenges in life so it's good that one has their shit together so they can deal w/ the tough times when they come (i.e. kinda giving oneself some bandwidth) - and the most important thing in life is being able to get thru the tough times, learn our lessons, and be stronger for it and as a result we can often help others go thru stuff we've gone thru.
Che loved the wisdom you just dropped....I'm going to get a biscuit to soak up then fully digest this message
You boys keep this wisdom up and we will have a tuscl edition chicken soup book for founder to publish and sell lol
I think the company I work for now thinks I'm Mcgyver or something. No electrical training but now responsible for electrical work, plus lots of other types of work. Engineering, purchasing, maintenance, accounting, electrical, management, product design, electrical design, warehouse work, qa, and the list goes on and on.
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SJG
Or is that just a need? Like water, bread, tits. :)
Otherwise, what precedes middle age? I would answer youth or young adult. So what Dougster writes here makes sense, IMO.