It has been a while since I last saw my friend who I met two and a half years ago. She's still hot and sexy looking, the men around her if I would count are still high. But somehow, over the years I've finally come to know who she really is and those legit feelings that I had for her slid into the background noise, never to be felt again.
I've been ignoring her calls, not returning her texts messages. It has been like several weeks already and she just goes on and on calling me up everyday and leaving voice messages. I couldn't believe how persistent she was during those weeks.
But tonight was different because when the phone buzzed I knew I had to answer this call. Her voice was sweet, It felt so good hearing her voice again talking to me like the voice of a siren call. Wow, the feeling of wanting to catch up with her became an objective I had to make. Let's save the princess from her own traps she set for herself.
I see her this night at the entrance of Target and boy she was just that one heck of a pretty girl. Wearing yoga pants with matching furry boots and a nice black jacket. I felt my dick throbbing again that moment. She was followed closely behind by this dude who turns out to be her loser boyfriend.
Oh my fucking dude, who is this loser bro following her around?
They eventually ended riding in my nice car.
Oh boy, it got awkward right away when she suddenly said I was not interested in her anymore. I told her, "ahem, there's a dude in the back seat listening, maybe you should change the topic?" And she just said what needed to be said about how I ignored her, asking how pretty my new girl is?
She even further said "I know you are fucking someone new now, I know it because I've seen men do this sudden change every fucking time."
Oh shit man, she was right on that one. But I couldn't just admit to her I'm seeing someone new now, that would be stupid.
I got out of the car because she became too hot to handle, the loser dude was in the back seat now trying to figure out what the hell was going on. She went out the car and walked in front of me and said "I was asking you for help and you never came, see the dude in the back? He was kind enough to help me get out of the mess."
I was silent for a moment, a minute or two thinking about what to say.
I drove them to a place they wanted to go. I can see from her face she really wanted to come along with me and ditch her boyfriend. I just said "Hey, he will help you get through this, he is a good man."
She cried loud, tears rolling down her beautiful blue eyes, man, I've seen that cry before, it just hurts me when I see her cry. The dude went out of the car and started comforting her, I took a step back, then another step back, ten more steps back. In the car, and left them to sort things out.
From a distance, I saw the two were not really doing good. She was shouting at him and the dude was just not in control. Then I saw her leaving the dude, walking straight to the bus stop, sitting at the concrete pavement like all hope is gone.
Man, I had to the turn the car around because the dude left her. I took her stuff and placed it in the car. Got the dude again, he got in the car. Things got silent. Yes! I said to myself, peace at last.
I drove them to another friends house. They will stay there for this night.
Before I left her two hours ago I said to her "Call me tomorrow, I'll show up, promise. Just leave your boyfriend at home. I just need you and you only."
I have to write this one down. I can't hold toxic feelings inside my heart and thoughts inside my head. I gotta get this one out of my system. It's not healthy, I have to detox. Yeah, it feels better just throwing them out and leaving it there.

