Former Stripper: Why I Love Cam Modeling
trixxi
former stripper is now an internet slut
After a bad breakup in the summer of 2020 I started collecting sex toys. As the global pandemic persisted my surrounding environment, I no longer felt that I could trust a man to date, so I loved finding sex toys that I could charge and use at will. My first sex toy was a thrusting dildo and I loved it so much that I became very interested in investing in more toys, and possibly writing articles or making videos about sex toys. I watched Pornhub to see different women using the sex toys before I purchased them. When I started purchasing toys, I did not see myself as a sexy, attractive, feminine, or lovable woman. On the outside I worked full time for a landscape maintenance and construction group and appeared to everyone like one of the guys, except of course with breasts and hips under my Carhartts. My past life as a stripper quickly faded as I started to pursue my career in the landscape field.
Even though I was valued and made outside areas beautiful every day year round, I missed being admired and having my sexy curves appreciated. I started to take little videos of myself with my phone, such naughty videos like I used to send my ex. I didn’t really have any men in my life that I could send these videos to, so I thought, what the hell? I posted them to Twitter and to Pornhub. My curves were appreciated and admired and a man on Twitter asked me if I could join a website he liked called Jerkmate so that we could 'cam to cam'. I didn’t know that cam to cam meant watching one another masturbate, but I was really flattered and intrigued. I wanted to watch this handsome man get hard and I had no hesitation to use a toy that I was going to likely play with anyway.
So one day when watching Pornhub, I clicked the link on top of Pornhub Banner, LIVE HD GIRLS, and I watched some girls live broadcasting somewhat sexy, somewhat boring, all unique and new to me feeds. I don't know how but I do end up finding the contact the website information and ended up applying for the parent company Streamate Models. It took about a week for all of my documents to be approved to then allow me to one day see the button that said "START MY STREAM." I was shocked! I had no idea really what to do.
We are allowed to set our own prices from .01-5.99 for Premium and Exclusive. Nudity is not allowed in the free chat so in order for me to get to the naked dildo playing, people can choose either Premium which is a shared private area or Exclusive which is an entirely private area with no other users sharing the feed. So I decide to try .99/min Premium and 1.49/Exclusive. I stream for a few hours and I am so flattered by what is happening. I started streaming and instantly I had about ten men chatting with me, complementing me, wanting to take me to a private show.
I was incredibly flattered to make any money, to receive the compliments and I was aroused to touch my pussy and play while I get to see these men sharing their sexy bodies with me. I loved how different men had different dick sizes. I saw the largest dick I have ever seen in my life and I was so intrigued. I just couldn’t get my eyes off it. So this experience is a wild, new experience where I am showing men my pussy, masturbating with them, tasting my juices for them. Letting them call me while I am in a private show and tell me over the phone even more dirty things like to finger my asshole. Honestly I loved it.
I felt so naughty having these two lives, where I started to want to come home after work and immediately start masturbating with men on camera. I have since made many more Pornhub videos and some of my videos have over a million views. I honestly am compelled by any small successes I get as I thought I had retired my dancing shoes forever, so to be able to revive myself for the world in a digital fashion is enthralling. I am very impressed with the other women on the adult live sex work platforms right now. There are so many unique women that are doing amazing things completely independently of any club. That said; each website takes certain percentages and has its own rules one must abide.
I have learned different websites and as a model I have some I prefer over others. I think as a user, if you have not discovered AVN Stars you should definitely create a free account just to browse the live Stories (XXX Instagram stories if you will). I am still discovering the many facets of AVN but am completely intrigued by that platform. I can say that Pornhub the reliable porn site we all know and love has become slightly antique for some of these newer platforms and the interactive experiences they offer.
Never would I have thought that I could have had access to a Pornstar's email let alone her cell phone or to be able to ask them to make me something special and very specific. Just like when I went into the sex store and learned that almost all of the toys (worth buying) are now RECHARGEABLE and I said it's "sex store 2.0" I would say its interactive porn 2.0 if you will. Even though I am in the industry in a very part time fashion, I am compelled that several individuals are able to make vast income from their adult work, and this is done mostly at home, independently, with one's own equipment etc.
After AVN Stars, check out ManyVids. ManyVids Live has usually about 100 female broadcasters streaming live and FREE to view but of course very appreciative and deserving of your contributions. ManyVids has options where people can sell panties, videos, sexting, pretty much anything ... like I said it's maybe Porn 3.0...
As for my web camming experience I am still learning each individual platform that I am on: Streamate Models, AVN Stars, I-want-Clips, ManyVids, and OnlyFans. I am still happy to create my own style and unique content. I hope to eventually make better content and aspire to making more fantasy custom videos as they are requested. I have now invested in over 40 sex toys, got the lingerie out of storage and I seriously got wet once I hung it all up again. I missed playing with men so bad, and I have enjoyed forming erotic friendships that are incredibly interactive, personal and kinky online. Yes, it is not in person like the strip club, but I feel I form even deeper connections as we are able to from the comfort of our home let our hair down and be wanton with a certain specific kink like panty stuffing or dildo riding.
As with anything there are Pros and Cons. And like the strip club, there are good and bad days. As when I have dolled myself up, cleaned 4 sex toys and am streaming, waiting for someone to be interested and there is no one online. Sometimes you make earnings and sometimes you do not. The websites each take a percentage like the club with the stage fees. So I found out Streamate takes the most at 70 percent! But I meet the nicest guys there so that is why I always go back. I am still single and I have become so enticed to flirt with my male friends online that they have essentially become the men in my life. I find that this experience has empowered me to feel attractive, feminine and admirable again. I also feel I have met some amazing men that have lifted my spirits and made me hope that possibly one day I could meet a man who is right for someone as kinky as me.
I appreciate you reading my article and I hope you have fun checking out some Porn 3.0
XOXO
Trixxi Love
aka Trixxilove69 (http://trixxilove69.cammodels.com)
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Here is a good article about the same concept I wrote about, but of course written much more eloquently!
https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/18/magaz…
A lot like what we used to have in San Francisco, The Lusty Lady, behind glass. The women are generally going further with the pussy showing than they do on stage without the glass.
SJG
The organization I am building currently is studying the feasibility of the virtual FRMOS.
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SJG
We should be thanking her for the update and not giving her a hard time for sharing an inside perspective on the industry. This exact topic gets a lot of airtime over in the discussion forums, so maybe if we put the knives away she'll add some thoughts over there, too.
For me, the *idea* of the CAM experience reminds me when i was young man and there were these 976 "sex lines" that you could call to talk dirty to girls and hear them moan etc. lol. Yes i tried it..I was 17 is my excuse.
I know it's not the same thing but my long-winded point is that CAMs cannot replace the experience of going to and being in a club, good or bad. This is IMO only and I hope CAM girls are successful just like I hope (and root for) dancers' success.
PS: God bless America!
Of their father's.
But what do I know?