She was probably just on her period
Muddy
USA
Some posters wanted update on that whole CF thing. So I thought I would give it. I saw her tonight (slow for a Saturday) The vibe was totally different. It’s as if nothing happened. I still apologized, she said “you don’t have to apologize, thanks for thinking of me like that though” Then has some great LDs. I even gave her a present in the parking lot (I know I’m the PL of the century but like that kind of shit. What can I say) And that put her in tears. Roller skates. I don’t understand these girls at all. WTF??? I guess she just was having a bad day the other day? Must’ve been her period or some shit. I don’t even fucking know anymore.
But on another note I gotta to look within. I got addicted to this person. Yes I’ll admit it I’m head over heels crazy about this girl. That shit kind of grew on me without me stomping it out. Like a frog boiling in water. She had me in her back pocket. I’m fucking hooked. I fantasize about this person all the time. I’m close I’m age (we’re both born in the same decade) So I think I have shot or something. I need a new CF pronto. I’m aware this is unhealthy and this girl is the reason I can’t afford socks. I’ll have to learn from this but the whole thing felt so god damn good. This girl makes me LDK instantly. God dammit I’m just fucking addicted to pussy. I’m sorry but it’s just fucking true. Either way the whole thing was such stupid thing to get stressed over.
But on another note I gotta to look within. I got addicted to this person. Yes I’ll admit it I’m head over heels crazy about this girl. That shit kind of grew on me without me stomping it out. Like a frog boiling in water. She had me in her back pocket. I’m fucking hooked. I fantasize about this person all the time. I’m close I’m age (we’re both born in the same decade) So I think I have shot or something. I need a new CF pronto. I’m aware this is unhealthy and this girl is the reason I can’t afford socks. I’ll have to learn from this but the whole thing felt so god damn good. This girl makes me LDK instantly. God dammit I’m just fucking addicted to pussy. I’m sorry but it’s just fucking true. Either way the whole thing was such stupid thing to get stressed over.
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Most alarming is they let you in the club without socks. It's only a matter of time until the club finds out and demands more appropriate attire. Use old newspaper or cut the sleeves off an old shirt. Next thing you will tell us is how to make food out of ketchup and sugar packets. More on that later from SJG...
@macktruck. My big head goes blank when the hotties take over my little head.
I think giving her that much money when it hurts you is the biggest problem.
Just ask her out. If she says no it'll make it easier to move on to a CF you're not hooked on.
I don't think its wrong to like a dancer....but when it isn't reciprocated it can make life hell, like with any girl. But with a dancer you stand the risk of spending money ITC for the wrong reasons....in hopes she eventually likes you, and that won't happen. If she likes you you'd know.
If I were you, I would leave all plastic at home and just take $100 to the club. I’ve been in your situation and it’s very easy to go overboard with spending when you have the ATM in the club.
Just out of curiosity, have you asked to see her outside the club? The parking lot doesn’t count.
And yeah I have asked her out a while back when I first met her and I kinda SS back. So stopped pursuing it. I could try again I know her a lot more now. But that’s why I kind want to move on. I do realize it’s probably a dead end (although that dead end is pretty fucking sweet) To me she’s a 10 and they are just so rare. But it’s time to move on. I don’t regret it though. Dude it was just like the greatest lap dances ever. Some of these girls are just really good at this job. But I understand I can’t be taking the club thoughts home. That’s all I’m saying.
And I’m just joking about the socks, my finances are ok, I do sometimes spend a little more than want to, but who doesn’t do that.
Too many PLs of the year win it by shoveling a ton of $$$. Its such a yesterday move when you can give her a gift that really means something.