Kismet
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Well I picked up my ATF from detox today and it didn't work. So, she's got to go. She begged for another chance, she fucked me till my dick is raw, but enough is enough.
She got on the phone and found a guy who she lived with for awhile and she's packing and I'm loading the car.
Then the phone rang. A woman's voice asked if I remembered her. Class of '94. We tallied and I remember her well. She was a very attractive student and a real nice kid. Seems like she's a real nice 42 year old, now. We became FB friends and she wants me to meet her 2 sons. Then her HS classmates started contacting me on FB. Some very attractive single civvie women in their early 40's. Hmmm. Time will tell....
She got on the phone and found a guy who she lived with for awhile and she's packing and I'm loading the car.
Then the phone rang. A woman's voice asked if I remembered her. Class of '94. We tallied and I remember her well. She was a very attractive student and a real nice kid. Seems like she's a real nice 42 year old, now. We became FB friends and she wants me to meet her 2 sons. Then her HS classmates started contacting me on FB. Some very attractive single civvie women in their early 40's. Hmmm. Time will tell....
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She’s still searching to find where her bottom is. Until she bottoms out - she will continue to make insincere attempts at detox.
That's the shity and most tragic thing about drugs, you're reminded of the wonderful person behind that terrible addiction. But That addiction is now who that person is unfortunately. Drugs especially heroin just as bad as Dimension my opinion. Person is really left a shell of their former self.
1800 china the emperor thought the only cure was killing all the opioid addicted citizens. Wipe out thousands.
What are you doing to make sure you have the willpower to reject her when she comes begging in a few weeks?
Why can't you accept her as she is?
And really support her, she has mental, emotional problems that are a sickness that caused her to become an addict.
Remember:
serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference...
I believe you will let her comeback to you after a few days and after she has done more damage to herself and let others damage her more. Stop this repeating behavior and go all in, keep her with you and minimize her pain, she is going to die sooner or later, why not make her last days at leas comfortable and safe in Gawker's No tell Hotel where she would have her own safe private suite. All you have to do is set realistc boundaries and expectations on your part.
I hope things work out for you and your ATF, and stay together and are happy at least most of the time.
Please let us know either way.
Good luck to you and your ATF.
I understand because I've been where you are.......sex is always the hook to bring you back into the fold but once she gets inside your head, and she knows it, she'll always look at you as a combination of father figure, ATM, lover, and sadly doormat.
My therapist challenged me to stick to my guns with my ATF and he's right. An hour of ecstasy is no longer worth weeks of angst.
And yes, Cashman1234, that is the holy grail before which I've worshiped for almost a decade. Now I know there have been more dicks in that pussy than I could count, but it's still tight, still just the way I like it - slight protrusion of the labia, easily accessed clitoral hood, and always ready to go. I'll miss it, but this time when she asked, "If I get in trouble in a month, can I call you?" I said please don't. This time I want a clean break.
I hope your atf can hold herself together. In reality I think she won’t - but I think you know the reality much better than I. It’s astounding how your atf’s condition always provides for hope - and yet your wife’s condition offers minimal hope (of recovery). I can understand that your wife might want to no longer live - but with your atf - it’s also painful to see a young person almost give them self away to addiction (and the very real possibility of a drug related death).
Your atf has been gifted with a body that shows very little signs of the abuse it has been put through. Her pussy is amazing! Thanks for sharing the photos of her great body with me. Regardless of numbers - that pussy is a work of art!
A. Because they get to abuse something for a change.
I am also glad you sought professional help. That is the most promising thing I've heard for you in this whole ordeal.
Good luck with everything.
And then she was in this Mexican place where people can use all the heroin they want. Very luck to have made it out of there alive.
She is putting on a show for someone, trying to say something. Is it directed to God? Is it to one or both of her parents?
She likes to have a BF of her own age. And she also has you.
Her body has to adapt to being clean in the rehab. But the tendency will always be there, life long.
You know my view, giving her money, letting her live with you perhaps, is fine. But you should not be having sex with her, not until these problems are resolved. It is the sex which is keeping you in it.
Should ask her to write her own obituary, because that is where she is going.
So I assume she is still dancing in strip clubs, and that that is how she pays for her H.
Most people would have zero patience with such a girl. Seems like she is sort of your alter ego, doing the insane level of drugs which somehow has some appeal for you?
She need to somehow start taking a very close look at herself. That is the only way one learns to live within their own skin. People who use chemical mood alterants do not do this.
SJG
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