Nothing to "Show" for my nine years of service
Friday, December 23, 2005 8:31 PM
I was thinking that it is getting time to back away from the Stripclub scene. I am not saying I won't ever go back(Chances are I will) but I just think I need to be more of a casual goer than a regular. For all of the past 9 years I have been going to Stripclubs/GoGo bars I really don't have anything to show for it.
I have had some fun times and I have met some nice girls but where are they now? They were never truley friends or else I would still be in contact with them now. It just seems like it was wasted time although I had a pretty good ride(There were always some bad visits) through the years. I mean If I was like Shadowcat or Yoda who has actually developed a "true" friendship OTC then I would say that it hasn't been all a waste but in realtiy it has been. I had a few OTC 1nightstands but that was it. Those girls didn't have the personality to be considered a friend, just a fuck.
I didn't mean to dampen the christmas mood but it just seems like when I thought I was having fun I really wasn't doing anything. Temporary happiness doesn't mean a thing.
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