Found On The Net

This is asking for some opinions. 3 years back I was married and I have 2 kids, 4 and 7 years old. Then my wife died in a car crash. To keep it short, about 1 year after my wife died, I started going to hookers and use call girl services for easy pussy. I spend a fortune, most of my savings on about 50 different girls in a year. Then a year ago I found this callgirl service in the local newspaper. They have these pornstar looking women doing pretty much everything within the borders of safe sex. Sucking without condom, anal sex, cumming in the mouth... Then one day the sent me a girl. She was really hot, great to fuck. So I asked for her again, and again and again. We got talking and eventually started going out. After a few dates, we were at my place and I wanted to have her but soon found out we had run out of rubbers. So initially, we just planned to have oral sex. But pretty soon I loose my mind and I penetrate her. Later, I came in her. From then on, we stopped using condoms, since we're a "couple" now Now, I love her but she is what she is, a whore. She has been a pro since the day she turned 18. She is now 25 and has no intention to stop. I can't even imagine how many men she must have had by now. But my biggest concern is she really is no mother for my kids. And it weird to drop her off at a hotel, seeing her enter with another man, knowing she'll be his fuckdoll with every body cavity she has. On the other hand, she's really hot, awesome tits, rich, funny, nice, loves cooking, ... Obviously, sex with her is unbelievable. Everything I could desire she does, anytime, anyplace. Blows me on demand. She is OK with me having sex with other women, she even pays the girls now, which is kind of weird. For my birthday, she sent me a 20 yo friend/collegue for a whole night. I wasn't too happy with the fact her friend suddenly put my cock in her without protection, but since she stayed the night, it would've been too much of a hassle using condoms. It was a nice gift from both the girls, but I'll guess one day my girl will have to return her friend the favor. So dump her 'cause she is a whore, not a great mother or keep her because she is nice, hot and gives me sex I could only dream of? I can't ask my friend, cause I told one friend, he didn't really gave advice, but the next day he called my girls agency, asked for my girl, fucked her anally and blew his load in her mouth.