Clear expectations

The Doll House in Sexworld holds a lot of sentimental value in my life. My first visit occurred about 13 years ago as a young college student. I entered sex world out of pure curiosity, and noticed one attractive looking older (mid-to-late 20s) raven hared beauty, and two forgettable broads. The decent looking woman gestured me toward the phone and asked if I wanted a show. Once inside the booth, I was aggressively encouraged by this older raven-haired woman to "show me yours too," and eventually to "play with yourself until you cum all over the floor." On my first visit I opted to pay nearly $80 plus a tip for a full show with toys and anal. Over time, the dynamic at play was very erotic, and the two of us spent a long time chatting about relationships. I was in a committed long-distance relationship, while she had just ended a rather traumatic and abusive long-term relationship. As a young-man I was lured back on a regular basis and after rubbing one out, we would chat for much longer than the 10 minutes I had paid for. The two of us had a unique and therapeutic bond, and I was encouraged by this older woman to open up more sexually. She was adamant that I end my long-distance relationship and to get out and fuck other women. Had I listened to her, perhaps I wouldn’t be on this website now. On a couple of occasions I was invited to meet after her shift, however, I was too committed to my then girlfriend. Honestly, I do not know if going out after her shift would have involved sex or simply continuing to discuss our relationship circumstances - - I imagine it would have likely included both. The fear of STDs is what prevented me from meeting up with this woman outside the Doll House.

Fast forward 13 years… Now I am the older one in the booth. This can make one feel like a total creep, and/or can be a very enjoyable experience. A couple of years ago, I paid to watch a sexy goth spinner fuck herself against the window. This woman had a tight body and a shitty attitude. There was no connection, and zero fucks were given by here as I did my thing on the other side of the window. To be honest, I left feeling old and dirty.

However! Last week after a few too many drinks at Augies, I needed to find some time to kill before my hour-long commute home. I stopped by Sexworld and noticed a mid-20s white girl in thick geeky glasses that I had to see (and I tend to go for black/Asian/Latina girls). She had the sexy librarian look going on. I thought, what the fuck, I’ll try this one more time. When inside I was offered options of $20 for topless, $40 for full nude, $60 for toys and more for toys w/anal. I initially opted for the $40 show, however, quickly sent another 20 through the machine, as I really wanted to watch her fuck herself against the window. This young woman, I think she went by Molly (?), was amazing. She was present and not disconnected, made great eye contact encouraged me along the way asking what I wanted to see. Following my release, we chatted for a couple of minutes as I cleaned up.