OTC Opportunities in Detroit and Drugs
Trucidos
I would say since September I have been seriously falling on and off the wagon.
What originally turned into a pot filled weekend has resulted in thousands being spent at dispensaries and not being able to remember the better part of seven months.
While this seems like Strip clubbing would go hand and hand I have not been going as often.
My energy levels are zero. Porn becomes rather intense on pot. Operating my business at high enough efficiency to manage $500 a week at FC is to much with an active $50 dollar a day pot habit.
I’m burned out. I figure I would rack my brain.
I feel like if I was able to have nasty femdom sex while being able to get high during it I would be more active to visit clubs.
It seems like the rush I can get elsewhere is not doable on the couches at FC.
Hoping once I get my habit under control I can find dancers to party with who will do fucked up sex stuff to me.
What originally turned into a pot filled weekend has resulted in thousands being spent at dispensaries and not being able to remember the better part of seven months.
While this seems like Strip clubbing would go hand and hand I have not been going as often.
My energy levels are zero. Porn becomes rather intense on pot. Operating my business at high enough efficiency to manage $500 a week at FC is to much with an active $50 dollar a day pot habit.
I’m burned out. I figure I would rack my brain.
I feel like if I was able to have nasty femdom sex while being able to get high during it I would be more active to visit clubs.
It seems like the rush I can get elsewhere is not doable on the couches at FC.
Hoping once I get my habit under control I can find dancers to party with who will do fucked up sex stuff to me.
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last commentI know a made a joke of it this morning, but now, after returning from church, I feel kind of crappy about that.
If this is serious, then you're on the fast track to crashing completely. It sounds like you're grasping at things to fill a hole or to cover up pain. Were you raised in any particular religion? If so, maybe now would be a good time to reconnect. I'm sure that there are resources you can reach out to. Seriously man, it sounds like you need something to fill that void. If you weren't raised with any particular beliefs, then maybe it's time to explore something in that vein.
Good luck as you work through this.
To be fair, your joke was pretty funny.
I won't do that today, but nowadays the shit is a lot more hardcore anyway. Back then the girls who did coke balanced out with booze and were still quite functional, but the shit they're doing now is stunningly addictive, with hardcore withdrawal symptoms, and really fucks them up.