Nicole diaries #2: I fucked up my dream of graduating top 1% honors.. but Ii hav
future POTUS and Senator in training
Retired Queen Troll of TUSCL...who will succeed my reign?
A few posts ago u may have recalled that something happened to me in college that changed me.
My parents forced me to do something and it changed my brain chemistry..ive never felt like this after what happened but I continue to keep going. No its not excuse , but it completely skewed my mental vision .
This internal change helped me ruin my own chances of graduating with highest honors bc it completely changed me. As a person and therefore my own goals.
What's keeping me going is that even tho it'll take me forever to get a good lsat score , at least I have the grades to be able to represent clients and study law which I fucking love reading about .
Also what js keeping me going is that even tho I feel like my undergrad was rocky as fuck, at least I have a chance of graduating law school with top honors which would be fucking amazing and is the ultimate dream . ok wow ..at least that only took ten mins..not too much of a waste of time for a diary entry.
Time to get ready now
My parents forced me to do something and it changed my brain chemistry..ive never felt like this after what happened but I continue to keep going. No its not excuse , but it completely skewed my mental vision .
This internal change helped me ruin my own chances of graduating with highest honors bc it completely changed me. As a person and therefore my own goals.
What's keeping me going is that even tho it'll take me forever to get a good lsat score , at least I have the grades to be able to represent clients and study law which I fucking love reading about .
Also what js keeping me going is that even tho I feel like my undergrad was rocky as fuck, at least I have a chance of graduating law school with top honors which would be fucking amazing and is the ultimate dream . ok wow ..at least that only took ten mins..not too much of a waste of time for a diary entry.
Time to get ready now
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But its biting my career options so I wish I dosnt let the ego get the best of me among other things.the incident was. A huge part of that bc before it happened I was a completely different person.
Oh well.
I dont care about a 200k job..my greatest dream is to work for the department of justice or presidents office for lawyers...and that's much harder to get than getting into Chicago or coulmbia law which I wouldve had the gpa for if it was not for the life experience my dad forced me into against my own will. Literally changed me completely in a negative way.
But its whatever. While I still hope to be the best of the best in law school by being not top ten percent but top 5% which is what I would need to get to where I would have been if it were not for my dad,
im not gonna lose sleep over it bc at least I can still represent clients and argue in court and debate my heart away for my career <3
@Icey of course no one cares about memorizing ..some ppl just care about competing at tests in the same way athletes like to score touchdowns. Theres nothing wrong with either. I'm just being a good sport and not thinking about how my career chances might be less than I wanted cuz not bc of my own fault but bc of what my parents forced me to do when I was 20 /21
I'm.just focusing on the positives now which is that I can debate my heart out and study law which I like..and I'm.not saying I'm giving up either .I'm.saying I'm b ok if it doesnt work out cuz I just wanna do my best idgaf about anything else.
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But if I dont get into an elite school I can still become an attorney so no sir dance im not gonna change that...I will still represent clients and if even if I get a minus in law school regardless of which school i attend I have a shot at department of justice .
Cuz I'm sure you depended on ur parents to pay cost of living unless us school was close to home ??
And yes I got full $$$ to attend somewhere else. And that was Cornell which I didn't wanna attend cuz they only let me study something there that wasnt my passion so...........
Stop being a hypocrite cuz I'm sure ur parents paid for ur living expenses and if They didn't , its bc college was cheap back then (yay for not living in my generation ) ...and if neither are correct than u can still shit ur mouth bc my parents arent merely paying for my degree, theye paying for me to get the grades that will get me into law school = ten thousand times return on investment
Gtfo
FYI you have no clue about me and how I became financially independent of my parents. FYI I was 22 yrs old and they would have easily kept supporting me through grad school if I chose to. Without any questions. Instead I chose to start working and would pursue higher education on my own without any parental support. The reason was because I didn't want to be a financial burden, being a grown up and all. The education that they funded (and through my loans and scholarships) was enough to enable me to be financially independent. And I chose this path for them rather than meeting my immediate goal at the time to get my masters. So LMAO at your deflection of the issue on me. Sorry, again this is your arrogance shining through over your "logic".
But keep typing the shit from your shit-for-brains head. Your diaries and posts are nothing but a shining example of how to be entitled and mooch off your generous parents for as long as possible. And LMAO to blame them for your own failures too. LOL they are both entertaining and cautionary tales to other arrogant and entitled brats like you. ROFLMAO!!!
In two years her failures at law school will be a thing of the past but she'll be self aggrandizing about something else.
^ Hey dumbass that can't read, I said -> "Arrogance and parental dependency can only keep you going for so long. At some point the realities of your your skills and lack thereof and your parents supporting you will sink in and you'll need to reassess and revise your goals accordingly."
^ Key point is the last sentence, dumbass. It never was about just being dependant on parents which is what you made the point about because your reading and comprehension skills are lacking.
But specific career objectives may mean staying in school.
The middle-class family exists to do harm, nothing else.
SJG
And the purpose of the middle-class family is to break your wings and then try to make you forget that you ever had the chance of flying.
About Stanford, really interesting:
https://www.amazon.com/Careerism-Intelle…
Also, a lot of civil rights gains have been made by attorneys who were not these A students. Those with the greatest need for a lawyer will usually be those with the least ability to pay.
Oakland CA, look at some of their cases:
https://johnburrislaw.com/
St. Paul Minnesota
https://www.andersonadvocates.com/
https://www.youtube.com/user/andersonadv…
https://www.paulmones.com/
https://firstamendmentcoalition.org/
http://sfpublicdefender.org/news/2019/01…
SJG
http://www.sanjoseinside.com/2016/11/03/…
SJG
Also the bigger point being was that you are continuing to lower your aspirations bar, as admitted to TUSCL by your own posts...sorry you don't remember your own posts, dumbass.
https://youtu.be/8tuJ0phjFys?t=2m40s
SJG