Too much easy sex?

GACA
Un-retired: Met my ATF. Married her. Divorcing her.
So not everyone here knows but some years ago I went through a serious dry spell with sex, getting absolutely none. I started going to strip clubs after three plus years of that bullshit. Slowly but surely it lead to steady sex.

Recently I've been dating girl I'm very attracted to and have been fucking like rabbits, and nothing, and I mean nothing is out of bounds.

Now I should be happier than a pig in shit, but last night I was feeling queesy. Very ominous feeling overwhelmed me. Not sure why. Maybe because now it's just a ready non-effort had nut/reward. I'm so use to having to make an effort for a nut that getting my nut on demand makes me feel like I'm doing something illegal.

I don't know. Anyone go through something similar?

11 comments

  • twentyfive
    6 years ago
    Better be careful sounds ominous;)
  • shailynn
    6 years ago
    Are you sure the queasy feeling wasn’t from hearing her 3 kids fighting in the next room?

    I feel ya, everything is more rewarding when you’ve earned it verses when it’s given to you. Including sex.
  • Prim0
    6 years ago
    Enjoy it while you have it....tomorrow isn't promised and that shit could disappear in a heartbeat!

    And don't even thing about marriage!
  • JohnSmith69
    6 years ago
    Are you and she smokin ganga? Cause marijuana can easily give you a ominous overwhelmed feeling which you realize was irrational once you come down.

    If it’s not weed then I can’t identtify. I’m gettin loads of free no limits sex and it’s wonderful.
  • AnonymousJim
    6 years ago
    When you have to wait a long time to get something good, when you finally get it, there's always going to be that anxiety that it's going to disappear and you never deserved it in the first place. You're too used tonot having it.
  • Liwet
    6 years ago
    Sounds like love. Makes me queasy too.
  • shailynn
    6 years ago
    GACA I will try my best to rationalize and be serious for a moment. Currently, I am having the best sex of my life with a MILF who (for some strange reason) adores me. Like your situation, she will let me do ANYTHING to her and I've done my best to make sure I complete that bucket list with her.

    Sadly, I am assuming I have a higher sex drive than the average man, am more of a perv than the average man and in most womens eyes more of a piece of shit than the average man, therefore I still crave having sex with other women. The craving is a lot more subdued these days but it's still there. Eventually I will fuck up everything and this golden opportunity that I have will go crashing down in flames. When it comes to strippers, they are usually the ones that fuck it up, when it comes to civilians I am usually the one that fucks it up. Do what I am doing. Try to reject all weird feelings, try to behave and enjoy the ride while it lasts.
  • san_jose_guy
    6 years ago
    GACA, divorce is really hard. Or rather, marriage is really harmful.

    Anyone who has gone thru it and is still breathing, has that to be grateful for.

    SJG
  • GACA
    6 years ago
    @JS69 yes we smoke, but last night we weren't

    @shy ya I think maybe we are in the same boat. Fact that she lets me do whatever I fucking want and I'm cumming more than I've ever cummed in my life has me worried that I'll never be able to be with a conventional type. I love these hoes but I do eventually want to move on to an emotionally healthy relationship. But with the way shit is going, and how hooked I'm getting on this shit. Man I don't know...

    @anonymous ya there's some if that going on too. I do sometimes think that when shit is going too well the other shoe is going to drop soon, but I'm pretty comfortable with understanding the life always works out for me. I'm just getting very involved with this girl and she has prostituted herself in the past. I make her tell me about it, and like fuck...nut after delicious nut. Again it's not healthy and I know I have a feeling that this relationship is obviously not going to end well but that I'm also setting myself up and not to be able to get in any type of relationship that ends well.
  • jackslash
    6 years ago
    Too much easy sex. This is the problem I would like to have.
  • san_jose_guy
    6 years ago
    ^^^^^ Is that with or without your concealed pistol?

    SJG
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