Just another regular?
BigLoser
New York
Thursday, February 11, 2016 4:27 PM
So here's my story....I'm not a big clubber, or at least I wasn't. I met a dancer about 4 years ago and fell hard. Stayed away for nearly a year, but couldn't get her out of my head. Went back and proceeded to fall madly in love. She knew it. I didn't hide it. She changed my life. I started working out, got jacked and got happy. After 6 months she told me she loved me, but needed time. I was seeing her 2, 3, 4 times a week for an hour or two at a clip. I followed her to different clubs. Nothing mattered but her. I spent a few hundred grand in the period of 3 years. I saw no one but her. I didn't hang around the club before or after, just VIPs with her. I got to the point where treating her like this and being a customer was driving me mad. For the past year or more, we'd spend some sessions just talking and being with each other. I tried to treat her like a person, not an object. I told her how I felt. She told me she felt the same, but wasn't ready for a relationship. We emailed, never texts or calls. Sometimes she'd let me hang for a few days but never when she was working and thought I might come in. I want to spend my life with this woman. I'm a pretty smart guy and have plenty of money, but I have ignored logic and reason when it cones to her. Finally a few weeks ago, I told her in an email that I was taking a break from the club and that if she wanted to see me, give me a call. Big surprise....no call.
So I'm wondering do I mean anything to this woman or was I just a paycheck? Are strippers everywhere telling regulars that they love them and want to spend their life with them? And the ultimate question, am I just a pathetic loser that got exactly what I deserved?
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