The Soap Opera Continues
JohnSmith69
layin low but staying high
The worthless little cunt stood me up last night. We texted yesterday afternoon to confirm details and then she disappeared off the face of the earth. Never heard a word from her all evening. She never even opened my texts to read them (at least not yet).
This is extraordinarily out of character for her. She's never done anything even remotely like this before. But she's a stripper so nobody will be surprised. Unless she turns up having spent the night in prison for driving with narcotics, then it is finally over.
The thing I'm trying to figure out now is whether or not I should send a final fuck you whore message. Something that fully captures what I'm feeling. Here's the draft I've got so far:
DS, thanks for not showing up last night. I got high and jerked off to your pictures. As you know, I have hundreds of intimate pictures of you to study and enjoy. So I jerked off for a long while to your many images, and then I came on your lovely face. It was a lot. It was like your body was here, and the best part was it is all free. Always will be. I would have thought that a prostitute who charges $---- per evening could at least be trusted to show the fuck up. But of course you can't trust a prostitute. Even a high end, very expensive prostitute. Have a good life as a drug addicted whore.
Is that too harsh?
Mikey, look forward to whatever picture you find to encapsulate these developments.
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I told you to cancel on her.
Just ignore her and don't even respond, that is what drives them nuts the most. They only care about you when they think that YOU are not thinking about them.
If you send a message like your draft - she knows you're desperate to see her and you'll do anything. If you blow her off, act like you don't give a fuck she will take your next potential meeting more seriously as she may fear you may not be willing to meet down the road.
You're going to feel like an asshole if something really did happen to her, or a family member, or a good friend. You're going to feel like a chump if she ignores you further.
Perhaps she finally internalized that you were going to want to fuck, and despite your previous assurances that she enjoyed herself, she doesn't want to be a hooker. Or maybe somebody bailed her out of her immediate need for money without wanting her to spread her legs.
John, I've said it before, and I'll no doubt have to say it again: step *away* from the rabbit hole.
If you simply *must* leave the door open, the next move *must* be hers, and your expectations should be low no matter *what* that move is.
Girls like that only care when they think they are missing something or if someone else has your attention over them. Only then, do they get jealous.
I wouldn't message her, or respond ever again.
Damn, I'm going to miss those stories, though! Aren't you glad you didn't take the molly, now?
When a relationship is over for me I delete the pictures of the other person off my phone. Don't want anything to remind me of her and it helps me to move on. I suggest you do the same. Believe me you'll still have memories of those pictures engrained in your head.
The married woman I am talking about is easily the most dramatic relationship I have ever had. It took me a long time to realize... Here I am, having relationships with strippers, occasional married women, etc and it turns out the one that the most normal out of the bunch (married, college educated, normal job, no children) was the most dramatic and psychotic. You have all these other strippers on your roaster and you never mention any issues with them.
It's going to take you a long time, but eventually delete the photos, throw away all the momentums you have of her and delete the phone numbers. That's the only way you can really get rid of her. She may not want to see you, but you need to prevent yourself from any connection with her.
It works... Trust me. I deleted everything from the married woman, only thing I can't delete is her email contact in my email contacts because I can't delete it. No number, no photos, no address. Last month when she contacted me I didn't even realize it was her until 3 txt exchanges later. I can only imagine how she felt when I txtd "I apologize I can't remember who this is." That felt like a victory to me - and you'll get there too eventually.
One note, you've mentioned she has and still does have a girlfriend but never mentioned a boyfriend. I have known girls like this before - that teeter back and forth between girl/girl and girl/guy relationships. ALL of the girls I know like that are fucked up, changing their minds on every issue all the time, and most of those girls have a serious issue with commitment, I'm sure your DS is no different from the rest.
However, if you just have to message her consider this "Sorry I missed you last night. Hope you didn't wait too long for me."
Time to move on, and definitely do not provide bail money for her in the future.
I think I'm gonna go after that new redhead. 28 yo is up there but she looks amazing.
When I returned home your ex-DS was there. She had a laugh at my John Smith costume and said that she craved my BSLC after spending a nanosecond contemplating your "little wee-wee".
I was busy with two other whores so I told her to make rickthevulture happy. I fucked her later, after she douched to clean the vulture cream out of her pussy. No insult to my little buddy, but vulture jizz is kind of rank.
So jokes on you John Smith. Go off crying "boo hoo hoo I've lost my dream stripper to a lion". But don't get in my face about it. If you do something's going to happen to you.
That something rhymes with schmildebeest. ROAR!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=93S_l0qZ…
Theres many dancers out there to have fun with, this "dream stripper" is just a nice fantasy that never lasts unless you change the relationship.
Lori [or any other female name that isn't the DS'], Thanks for getting together with me last night after my schedule opened up on such short notice. Honestly, I never thought I would let go of $2,000 at one shot but I have to confess it is a bargain. I have practically shot a load a dozen times today just by letting my thoughts go to last night with you for more than a few seconds. You are incredible. Can't wait til Thursday
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'Sides, unless you actually spoke to her, how can you be 100% certain it was her who texted you in the first place? I'm still thinking it might've been her girlfriend fucking with you.
Take it from someone who is *still* in the rabbit hole. I can honestly say I believe my situation is different, but I'm also honest enough to admit that I could be lying to myself. It will not end well regardless of anything you try.
No contact, just out!
We don't know all the details, but it seems like she's on a downward spiral. She's not the girl you met however many months ago anymore. Save the memories, but move on.
As the deodorant commercial used to say back in the day; “never let them see you sweat”.
I don't have much OTC experience but did engage in some near the beginning of my professional PL-career in the early-2000s and it did not go too smoothly.
You (JS) are a smart guy and know the deal and know how you are supposed to see things – yet you may be looking at your DS relationship w/ goggles that are distorting reality even if you know better.
The Golden Rule says “do onto others as you would have them do onto you” - taking this as an analogy/example; if it was some other guy going thru your experience; what would you advice he'd do – that may tell you what you should and perhaps *have* to do.
Seems you are beating a dead-horse and you may not be seeing the forest from the trees – i.e. you need to step back and get a wider-angle/view of the situation to see it more clearly.
Your DS seems like a habit – and with any habit is is often hard to break and the hardest part is getting started but once one breaks it one can often see things more clearly and accurately.
With dancers it's best to not have any expectations and to have a “don't give a fuck” attitude.
I don't expect anything from a dancer – my minimum expectation is to not expect anything and just enjoy it when she does come thru and just do the equivalent of “letting it go in one ear and out the other” when she doesn't come thru – i.e. I try not to waste any emotional energy and accept it for what it is.
[although I'm not 100'% sure I'd follow my own advice and not react the way you do if I was in the same situation]
So I'm taking the advice. No texts. Ignore her. Put the pics away for a while. Got it.
Indifference will affect her more than anything else you could ever do. And you'll feel a lot better about it, too.