Don't do stuff just because it's convinient.

Few weeks ago, I was approached by some old ass stripper, at a club where there was no hot girls so I figured I'd entertain it. It was Wednesday afternoon, hour away from a decent club, I was feeling lazy/bored, and I had some money on me. This is perfect recipe for a disaster & my mind was doing entertaining whatever is most convenient at that point.

So I end up getting a dance, pretty bored with this she tells me to go in the VIP in the back, it's like $15 a song, so I was thinking like alright what the hell, why not.

I go back in there, she gets on & offers me a HJ, me being bored, however not sexually aroused at all by her or anything in the world at that point, I'm like yeah sure. My dick thought otherwise & decide not to partake in these festivities. "Oh this must be too public for you", "oh yeah I guess it is". No, truth is, it wasn't too public for me, I was just not turned on, not in a million years, my dick wouldn't get hard if she sucked it for days, let alone some lousy hand stimulation.

So I end up finger blasting her, paid for like 4 songs, ran home & felt dirtier than I ever had in my whole life, I was literally sitting in the shower in fetal position as if I just had been raped, I might have been even crying.

She was ugly, man... She was old, clearly too old for me to go near, and even though she didn't seem like an addict to the point where she's truly fucked up, her body was fucked up, and I regret that whole day.

But it was convenient, I was bored, and it was offered to me on a silver platter, it was a lesson, very valuable one, and thank god I didn't partake in anything that could've given me an STD, because BOY that girl had a lot of mileage on her.