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Has my unemployment and stress gotten me interested in strip clubs again?

basictoken

About 10-15 years ago I went to clubs every so often. I never spent a lot but had a good time. After a while I started dating more and lost my interest. To where I didn't even see the point. But here I am now and in the last several months I've found myself craving them. I've dropped way too much money on VIP but for some reason I love them.

In the last year I've also had problems with my relationship, stepped back from my job for various reasons and have been getting by with part time gig work. I know it's all a fantasy but God damn if it hasnt been addicting. I've stopped doing vip because I can't afford it with limited income. But I still enjoy it. I'm just not sure what switch went off in my head that I feel compelled to go so often. I guess I'm just ranting here. But even in my current state there's nothing about SCs that should be attractive but they are. I love the fantasy and I've gotten to know a few girls well enough to make it feel real.

Partly I feel guilty but on the other hand I think "my life sucks and the world is going to hell. Why not?"

I'm just sort of ranting here. I take responsibility for all of my actions good or bad. I'm not complaining or blaming anyone. Just not sure why the idea of a strip club has such a strong hold on me these days