Post Nut Clarity

I don’t know if you have clarity - or some sort of let down (and possible shame).

You’ve already booked your stay, so why not stay at the hotel?

Unless the place is a real shithole - you might as well hang around.

That doesn't sound like clarity, it sounds like regret. Your pattern sounds a bit like addiction. Now, I'm not trying to say you're doing anything wrong. I'm suggesting that maybe you feel that way. I'm also not trying to call you an addict, just pointing out the similarity between your behavioral pattern and that of an addict.

I'm not gonna tell you to go or stop, but maybe consider the possibility that what you're feeling is regret and try to figure out why. And try to figure out why you continue to do something that makes you feel that way. If you can't reconcile it, maybe consider talking to a pro. Mental health is health, there should be no shame in seeking out professional assistance.

After you're done you'll want to leave, but when you got home, you'll want to come again.

Rarely. I typically fly in to SD, but I happen to be in LA with a free day and a company vehicle to drive the two hours south. The ATF I wanted was not available, so I went hunting. Found a girl in AB that I had been with before. She offered a three way with her girlfriend for an hour for $100 each. It was a Tuesday afternoon, the end of their shift, and I was their only customer of the day. The repeat girl was older, but very hot and had been a great time in the past. Her friend was just as hot and just as willing. We got to the room and both girls quickly went into action with a BBBj and all access. 50 minutes later and two pops, I was drained.

Now about 8:00 pm, I was feeling guilty about being so far from the job. Wasn’t due until 1:00, pm the next day, but worried about traffic and border crossing time, I checked out of my unused Cascades room and hit the road, passing up a potential early morning happy session. It continues to be a regret.

Depends in part on your recovery time and your interest in exploring what TJ has to offer, but the point is that you are there to enjoy the experiences guilt free that you cannot legally have in the US. So relax and enjoy, because someday your body won’t be interested or the dynamic of TJ will change into something that no longer interests you. Gotta live in those moments.

He who dies with the most MEMORIES wins!

Thank you all for the response. You all gave me some great insights!

If we go to the private party model we can have it just as good here in the US.

SJG

If you're East Asian, that unfortunately can get you some hairy eyeballs in Mexico. Factories have moved from Mexico to China and Vietnam. There are many Japanese-owned factories, they have a rep for being hard on the workers. Might be good to do things to show you're American. A Padres cap, t-shirt maybe.

Agree with Putatester and TJWalker. I can understand the feeling. After you have nutted, you wonder why you went through all the trouble that you noted. But put yourself in the shoes of a red-blooded guy who is thousands of miles away. Someone who has to fly into San Diego to enjoy HK. As TJ Walker said, my personal experience is that I have felt like returning to HK as soon as I settled back at home in the US....and then I thank my lucky stars that I am so close to the border....I can go across easily with minimal planning. I believe that by this time, you too are thanking your lucky stars and planning your next trip. Please do write a review.