I remember my sisters playing games with me when I was only a few years old that reminds me of lap dances except I may have been naked. When I told details to a dancer one time, she said she wouldn't tell anyone else. I even remember having to pee but found out one of my sisters was sitting on the toilet. I remember instead of getting yelled at one time, she let me pee in between her legs but told me I had to get close so no pee got on her. Then I got close and she closed her legs. Made it harder to pee. I complained at the time and my sister opened her legs back up so I could pee.
Before then, I remember dreams where I was a solder fighting in wars. I got shot and killed. That sucked. I don't remember feeling pain. It was a dream. Even in dreams, I have a terrible impression of jungles with all the heat and humidity.
I also remember sucking on nipples and big titties. However that was in the last 10 years. I wasn't interested in any milk but some girls warned me I could get some so I had to abstain for a bit.
I remember in college coming back to my dorm from a late night class and a suite full of girls wearing short shorts were blocking my path in the hallway. After not moving, one girl told me I was going to have to crawl under their legs. I had dreams about that. If the outside hallway hadn't been concrete, I might have been happy to crawl under their legs. In my dreams I was thinking about where to put my hands for leverage. On their thighs or lower down? I had a dream where I forgot my book bag and had to crawl past them twice but there was carpet in the dream.