Disenchantment?
RickRollin
So I turned a year older 2 weeks ago (49 but I look young for my age), and I’ve suddenly become disenchanted w/scoring extras, sitting near the rail, spending $$$ on dances/VIP (even though I will drop some cheddar here and there), and any other whale/perv endeavors at clubs. Just don’t seem to care for it anymore. It’s as if I’ve become more cognizant of the ‘sex mirage’ ITC than before. I still MAY try to score OTC if the vibe is right (did see someone recently for 4 months). Otherwise, I just go to chill and chat it up w/a few girls during the early/mid day shift.
Anybody else experience this change where it feels like either a flipped switch or an escape from the Matrix?
Anybody else experience this change where it feels like either a flipped switch or an escape from the Matrix?
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last commentB. Maybe so, but will still drop by with lower expectations and without dropping too much coin
Just take a short break, I've done that before. Everyone has a different need in terms of time. I've taken 6 months before, some guys, it only takes 3 weeks.
Fuck, wish I were at the club right now. Not disenchanted at all. I just go in with full wallet and mild expectations, and it's all good.
There's your problem. Try some Gouda.
I would assume if one goes once a month or less, then less chance of burnout or it not being fresh - if one goes every week then probably more chance it loses its luster at some point for many.
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