ATF relationship nearing the end
Wednesday, April 27, 2016 11:07 AM
I don't wanna get into details, but it looks like the end is near with my OTC P4P relationship with my ATF (she stopped dancing a while ago). Basically she has started seeing a guy, they aren't exclusive yet so she said I can still see her but she's not sure how much longer that will last. So it looks like things could be coming to and end with our P4P relationship before too long.
I realize our relationship was strictly P4P and I never had a thought of expecting anything more than that. That being said, it's still gonna put me in a bit of a funk once it does end.
Even though I don't see her as frequently as I did at first, it's still sad thinking that I won't get to see her anymore. I truly am happy that she found someone who's gonna treat her well, she definitely deserves it. I'll miss texting her every week or so (if that also stops) and obviously I'll also miss the best sex of my life. She does such a great job of acting like she enjoys the sex too and acting like she's into it.
The easiest way to get out of a funk would be to develop a new OTC P4P relationship with someone else, but my ATF is the only OTC I've done mad I'm not able to get to the club frequently enough to develop another one.
The other thing that makes it said is she is in fact my DS. I'm convinced I'll never find another one as gorgeous as her, her personality, her GFR, and her ability to meet my needs. She could walk into any room and would definitely be the most beautiful woman in the room (a big reason of why I've been willing to pay so much for our OTC).
So for those that have lost an ATF, how did you get over it (other than finding a new one)? Not all of us can be as lucky as John Smith and mind multiple DS's.
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