• discussions >
• Front Room

Picking a favorite

gawker

Older than dirt

There are two strippers from the same club that I've been seeing OTC for about 6 months. They are both very attractive and yet very different from each other. The first is my ATF who I've been banging for almost 7 years. She has man made D's and a slim athletic build which I love. She is hands down the best cocksucker I've ever encountered. She brings me right to the brink and backs off, time after time. She and I have a routine after literally fucking well over a 1,000 times. She starts out cowgirl ( bareback), after I'm nearing lose of control she switches to a reverse cowgirl which visually turns me on. I then usually finish with a little doggy which she says hits her g-spot and occasionally gets her off. Our foreplay frequently includes DATY but only if I'm sure I'm the first customer of the day. Actually she's not been seeing any other paying customers for several months but still fucks around with "civvies". This is a woman who truly loves sex and enjoys the power that it gives her over men. She's now 30 years old and still in top notch shape. The downside of this favorite is primarily the fact that she's been an active heroin user for 15 years and over the years I've known her she has lapsed between using and recovery more times than I can count. I've brought her to detox and rehab literally dozens of times. When she's clean or on methadone she's there when I need/want her and we usually talk or text every day. When she's using she stands me up, lies, tells me 1/2 truths and is generally undependable. I like her company, get a kick out of her drama, and love what she does for me.
The second dancer is 23, mixed race, slim and athletic with nice natural C's. She has narrow hips but a nice rounded, yet firm ass. I was drawn to her watching her dance because she is truly an excellent dancer and she varies her look but is always HOT. It took many, many lap dances and champagne room visits before I was able to arrange OTC and we've met at her apartment since then. Sex with her is fantastic in that she, too is a master of the oral arts and some visits have consisted of smoking weed, DATY and BBBJCIM. She gets wet so easily and cums while I eat her or while fucking. We've 69'd several times and it is memorable. One time in the club we had bareback sex but every other time she has insisted on a condom. She has an on again off again boyfriend and to the best of my knowledge no other OTC customers. We've gone to dinner a few times and went target shooting with Ruger semi-automatic .22's one time, but usually it's chill at her apartment, smoke weed, and fuck around. She's quite artistic and sends me poetry and asked if I'd edit her blog once she gets it up and going. I enjoy her company and I like her music. Her downside if there is one, is the use of condoms interferes with my ability to get off. I'm not sure if I've got neuropathy of the dick or if it's between my ears, but I just don't feel it. She is also quite private about her life and is much more difficult to get personally close to. I'm quite sure another dancer is moving into her apartment soon and she won't see me there if there's someone else from her club around.
I'm now at a point where I cannot financially keep seeing two and they are slowly learning of each other's role with me (and my wallet). I'm 70 years old, feel extremely fortunate to have had the pleasure of enjoying the best of these two lovelies, but sadly have to end things with one of them. I know there's "plenty of fish in the sea", I know the benefits of variety; and I appreciate the best qualities of both. What should I do?