She Won't Say Goodbye

She's been in my head for some time now. The thing though is that she has not been showing up for several weeks now, close to two going to three months. I thought it would be good to just let her go. So I sent her a goodbye text message, saying it's OK to say goodbye and just move on. I have to get her out of my life and just forget about her. The next minute I got a text from her saying she can't let me go. She is doing a lot of things and dancing is not one of them. She wants to make it up and meet me for lunch or dinner. She's already working at some place she won't say and dancing is now a thing of the past. I said I'm happy to know she's doing good now and she should just not look back, but if she's not going to let me go then she should do something about not losing me, because the boat is about to sail real soon. Now, I wonder why some dancers do this shitty thing to their friends who adore them? Why treat them like that instead of letting them go? That's kinda rude knowing I would be here left hanging in the air. I guess if she's still there for me, she should probably know what's going to happen. Man, you know, this girl is my ATF and if things look good for me, I would walk this bitch and make her mine.