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My CF One Year Later

alabegonz

12 months ago I met my CF at a strip club. The way it down was so fast. I bought the dance at full price because she offered it half the price and I felt sooooo offended by it I rejected it. I understood right away she badly needs it and decided to help her by buying just one dance. Halfway through the song she offered me the OTC deal because she needed more money and I shook her hand on that.

One year later, we are still very good friends, I would say more than good friends.

She's like the girl I would hang out with whenever she gets on idle mode, which is a lot.

I thought it would end around three months but we got over that, thanks to her efforts to make better about how she lives her life. I learned to tune out of them and just simply see it like that. No pressure on either one of us. We just maintain this simple connection that we both can say hard to walk away from.

And no, I am really not into that White Knight role. I am not that guy who will make that happen. I'm just that guy who will be there doing nothing, while she slowly fumbles on to the next one.

Above all, she is very special to me.

I have accepted her for who she really is and she sees me like I am my true self. She could bullshit me all she wants until she gets tired of it, I will simply just stand my ground and just stare at her with a caring countenance.

Maybe what we have will go on and on like the bunny and at one year it seems like I have know this girl for a long time already.

So here's to my CF. Thank you for choosing me to be your hangout buddy.