Feeling like a RIL

I had a great VIP with one one the dancer about two month ago. Unfortunately at the end of the session I realize I only had $20 to tip her. She also told me that she main work on weekday and occasionally on the weekend. I gave her my last twenty and left. Every since I tried to go back and hoping to find her again. Couple of week ago, I saw her on stage but she was too busy and I didn't approach her for a dance. Ever since that night, I make sure I have enough cash to go for a couple of round in the VIP and tips money everytimeI visit the club. This went on for another couple of weeks without seeing her and I start to get bored of the dancers at the club. I would get some LDs but nothing special. Well my luck change last Saturday. As I was walking out of the nude LD area, I saw her on stage again. She was on her second song and I headed straight to the stage to get a closer look. I threw a couple of dollar on the stage when she got close and she waive right at me. I think she recognized me and I was so excitied of the prospect of getting g her back into the VIP room again. At the end of the song, I asked her to come by and she agreed. She said she needs to go upstairs for a min and would come back. This was an hour before the club close. I went back to my seat patiently waiting for her return. 15 min went by and still nothing. Next thing I knew, I saw her across the room with another customer heading into the VIP area. I felt disappointed and left. I went back to the club again on Sunday because I had sometime and wasn't there looking for her. Again, there she was on stage as I walked into the door completing her last song. With the memory of last night still fresh in my mind, I decided not to do by the stage or tips her stage dance. The night went on and I had LDs from couple of dancers. Couple of them was rubbing on the outside of my pant and offered more in VIP. But I wasn't in to it so I declined. She and I cross path every time I was in the LD area with another dancer. Maybe that why I wasn't enjoying my dances. I finally broke down and approach her for a dance again. This time she told me that she was heading out and would be back on Wed. Unfortunately, the weekend is the only time I can go to SC. I told her I can't come back on Wed and slip her a $40. I also thanks her for a great VIP session before. She thanks me by giving me a peck on the cheek and headed to the dressing room. I left couple min later feeling rejected and like a PL If you read the whole article, I thank you and asked for you opinion on this matter. Do you think I should still visit the club? Should I asked her for another dance the next time I ran into her or just leave it alone? The reason I asked about visiting the club is that I don't really enjoy it anymore. It's more of a time waster. Regarding the dancer, I don't want to be seen as a PL or a RIL. There is something about this particular dancer that attracted me physically. I normally are not attracted to her body type in the real world. Anyway thank you again for read the while thing. I might just give up SC for a while and see if I stay away.