Articles by gawker

In my mind I keep returning to the hotel room. Bobbi & Karl went in the bathroom upon our arrival. I heard the shower running for just 4 or 5 minutes. Then, the door opened, they signaled me in and I joined them. Both were completely naked and working on preparing syringes with what I quickly saw was crystal…

I’ve been seeing the same stripper for 12 years. Over the past four years our get togethers are almost exclusively outside the club. She had a serious drug problem since before I met her and with the exception of a few 3 to 6 month respites on methadone she’s maintained a $200 per day habit. I had a glimpse…

“A Night to Remember” With apologies to Walter Lord for his book and Shalimar for his song, I had a night to remember which involved me, an unassuming 69 year old pathetic loser at that time, Andy, a 29 year old full time stripper, full time drug addict, and part time hooker; Cy, a high school friend of Andy’s who was…

A Day in the Life of... On this site I’ve previously chronicled my adventures, mis-adventures, thrills and many tragedies which have occurred with one stripper and me. I’ve had fantastic times and so many mis-steps that I’ve been led to years of psychotherapy, soul searching, financial troubles and yet, on one level, I don’t regret it. The purpose of this article…

After spending the large majority of my “spare time” and money on my ATF for more than 9 years, she’s sobered up from a serious drug habit and is engaged to get married. She’s seeing a therapist who I’m sure has painted me as the devil incarnate for enabling her drug habit and using her for my own purposes. So,…

Approximately four years ago I was driving home at night from the airport and desperately needed a bathroom stop. The idea of Maker's Mark on the rocks sounded appealing as well. The exit ahead was for a small city where I had lived 35 years earlier and I knew of a strip club which would be open as…

Over the past few years I have gotten to know two strippers very well. We have met OTC on many occasions and have shared details of our lives. My ATF is 27, the mother of a 7 year old (who is being raised by his grandmother) and the "baby daddy" has been in and out of the penal…