The End or A New Beginning

So today I found out my Best Friend finally got the ring we wanted her to get for the last couple of years but now I feel different. While I am happy for her and her new guy future husband I feel sad that I lost my Best Friend who I first met at the "Body Shop".


I was between appointments and thirsty so I decided to go get a quick soda and maybe a Lap Dance with an hour to kill but instead of going to the club I normally would have gone to that day I drove a bit further to a different one. Standing by the DJ Booth watching everything going on around me because the girl on stage was not that great I noticed a most beautiful blonde on the other side of the room Checking the oil of another you could say when the song ended she walked over to me and I became so incredibly nervous I lost my train of thought and ability to speak.



I couldn't believe my eyes at how gorgeous this girl was and she was Asian with blonde hair at the time. I thought I died and went to heaven. I never got a lap dance from her that day because all we did was talk and became Fast Friends. That night I was going to go out with someone from work and decided that I much rather not so I just stayed home and thought about my day. The next Monday I got a phone call from her telling me to come visit on a Friday and I was all set to go when a friend from out of town came and I ended up going to dinner with her. I FELT HORRIBLE the entire night. All I wanted was to be with the other. I called her and let her know how sorry I was only to not hear back from her for 2 weeks.



Once I did hear back she said it was fine because she never made it to work that night anyway as she had a medical emergency and needed Surgery right away and wouldn't be able to work for 2 months. We finally got to see each other at a little cafe when we talked some more and agreed to have a Special Night together once better.



I went all out. I had Flowers at the restaurant, her favorite champagne, chocolates and some other gifts for her. It was a perfect night and one that I will never forget. We did so much together including going on photoshoots so she could one day be in Playboy as a Sexy Girl Next Door.



We have grown so much from year one 15 years ago. Both us have become better people. A few years ago she had to go to Carolina for a Business trip and during a rain storm decided to turn on NASCAR. I thought it was just a fad but she became so involved in the sport I couldn't pull her away. I get it I'm like that with Football. She loved Jeff Gordon. It was the guy from her town doing great things. She met several drivers and their staff members and one of which would end up being the guy who finally won her heart.


So while I am now the Sean in this Cory and Topanga relationship I too have someone that I am working on winning her heart (My Angela) As I stated in "Living on Cloud Nine" from the other night she too has picked up where my Best Friend has and made me a better person and man. What road we take depends on the future of the stars and moon but I really hope it works out because like my best friend of 15 years I know this new beginning is what I have always dreamed of. I can't say much more other than I am happy for my Best Friend and I really really really want to win the heart over of this new girl. That's how much she means to me no matter what she does for a living I am so proud of her and I am so proud of my best friend as well.


I just don't understand how I keep getting so damn lucky finding beautiful women who give a damn about me. I'm no Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt for sure.