Thursday while my atf sat on my lap and excited me, the thought struck me that I needed to be done with all of this. I smoked some weed with her, she left to look for customers and I went home. I assume I'll go back, but I would like to think that I am done. Did it end? All of a sudden, did it end?
No idea what changed. Feels the same as it did when I quit smoking cigarettes 24 years ago. One day I was 2 packs a day and since then I haven't even touched an unlit one.
I think you've gotten to the point where the hobby is no longer exciting. Take a break, save some money and if you have an urge to go back, it will be quite the treat.
i was about to ask how you were able to smoke weed with her. but then i thought for a second and remembered that weed is now legal in Massachusetts. so i guess they allow it in strip clubs too? (excuse my ignorance, not at all familiar with drugs/how it works in the legal states)
Most likely it's over-clubbing - a good break may make it feel fresh(er) again (and sometimes we are just in a crappy mood and thus don't have a good visit)
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