Yes SJG I'm descending further into the depths.
I paid money for a months subscription to a porn web site. Has anybody else actually paid for porn before? I never had.
Actually weed forced the little head to do this. But I used a prepaid deceit card. One of the many cards that I had used to hide DS travel expenses from the wife. So they can't keep billing me.
I was surfing and I came across this incredible catalog of 18-21 year old white girl next door types. Not all gorgeous but tantalizingly fuckable and young. There were hundreds and the little head grabbed me by the throat and demanded to jerk off to all of them immediately. As usual, I complied with his demands.
I feel like this might have been a stupid expenditure given how much free porn there is.


I used to go to adult book stores and pay money for printed porn mags.
But today with the internet, there is so much free stuff around that I don't pay.
Eventually I plan to be making my own, though only going as far as dolled up girls dildoing themselves. I know I can do a very good job of this too. Had some preliminary photo session experiences.
But there will be a message in mine. That is, enjoy this. But, then go find your own girl and set it up in real life like this. That is, the images are to communicate a sexual aesthetic. But they should not be a substitute for real sex with a real partner. They should help to encourage that.
SJG