@DenimChicken & I would love to work things out with my Wife bro, but I just don't know what to do anymore. It's like we try to get on track, but the instant something doesn't go her way she talks about divorce. Every. Single. Time. I don't know how to build something solid when I feel like I'm alone in this... I guess SC'ing is my way of trying to fill a void because of being miserable at home. I love her dearly, but I am miserable at the same time... Kinda sucks
@Call.Me.Ishmael & you are incorrect about my only fear of bareback bj is getting herpes instead of thoughts of my marriage. My fear would be me getting something because obviously she would get it as well...
@Call.Me.Ishmeal I see that you've went through and found my previous post. That's pretty cool haha... But c'mon dawg. You don't know me well enough to call me a dick. You only know what I post (which I could definitely see how I sound like a dick)...... I won't bore you with details, but I have been hurt badly many times by my dear Wife. Now I'm not saying that 2 wrongs make a right... But that is my reason of why I started visiting SC's in the last 2 months and how my mind got fixated on other women in the first place. I've always been a one woman man in all my relationships. I have never cheated (besides my visits to the SC and the thoughts that I have in my heart recently), but as you see... I have been on the verge of actually physically cheating because of my frustration at home...
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