Trussell

Papi Chulo is right. There are a ton of strip clubs in Portland, but extras are pretty rare. I’ve tried and never gotten any. If you touch a little pussy or your zipper comes down, there is a bouncer threatening to kick you out within 30 seconds. And if you leave the few high quality clubs, they get pretty seedy/shady, with strung out chicks, pimps, and shootings. Portland has super lax rules when it comes to clubs, tons of two way touching, full nude with alcohol, live sex shows on stage. I would actually say lap dances in Portland are awesome, within the rules. But most draw the line at extras. Ive asked other girls for otc, mostly just asking to go out for dinner or something, and always been told they would never do that. Which is why I thought had a chance with this chick. Yes, I put her on a pedestal, but I’ve seen her mentioned in quite a few of the reviews of the club on this site, so I know I’m not alone. She’s got this pretty irrestible combination of personality, hot body, super cute, and skilled dancer. But I thinks she turning me into a PL. I fully admit my game is not strong. I’ve thought about just taking a trip to Reno and going to legal brothels nearby. I think trying to hook up With strippers or get p4p in Portland is just going to drain my wallet and fuck with my head, as it clearly already has. I even tricked myself into thinking I could date this chick. i should probably just do tinder, but maybe a little trip to get laid for sure would be good for me.

I assure you I’m not a troll, Im inexperienced, got sucked into liking a stripper and looked for advice and came across this site. Club is Casa Diablo in Portland. I know I’m being an idiot and need to forget about this girl, but there is something inside me that can’t stop. I think I’ve always had this dream of having porn star sex with a super hot chick at least once in my life and thought maybe I was going to pull it off with this chick. But now I’ve gotten into her and a little emotionally attached. Realizing I’m not someone who can separate sex from getting attached to someone. I’ve just been pretty lonely and horny recently and got more into strip clubs than I have before, plus have some money to spend at this point in life. Honestly, should probably take long break from clubs and get my head straight. Think they fucked with my head and made it hard for me to separate fantasy world from real life. Yeah, she is probably out of my league, I’m not some big baller that can throw down for penthouse suites and trips. And that’s actually kind of a hard thing to realize, wish I was.

I can afford it once, but I suspect that once could turn into return trips and then I’d start getting into poor financial decisions.

Yes same girl. I heard from others that only a few girls from this club will do as it is pretty forbidden and that $2k-$3k is pretty standard. I mean, a 1/2 hour full nude vip dance is $500 at this club, so I don’t think this is out of the realm of reality.

Ok, I’m a moron. Her latest post was “her room for the night”, some master suite in a swanky hotel. Obviously banging some dude for money. Not gonna lie, it stung a little bit when it hit me, and I realized I definitely had become an RIL. Oh well, lesson learned. I suppose that means I could bang her if I want to throw down some money, but I’ve heard from regulars of that club that the chicks who will do p4p charge about $3k and expect a luxury experience. Not sure I’m that desperate.