The System was a statement of my world views and insecurities. How I felt you had to put on act and mislead people to get what you want. Like wearing the suit to make them think I was a RICH STUD.
How could I get what I truly wanted out of people if they thought I was anything less than the Gordon Gekko which I knew I wasn't? At the end of the day though, I knew there was nothing behind my suit. That's why I advised avoiding clubs with other "suits" where the competition was too high and sticking to the dive clubs.
I kidded myself that I was a real clever master mind of exploitation (trying to project that I was Gordon Gekko again) with all my games and tricks. But at the end of day all I succeeded in doing was paying hookers for sex.
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