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Guys who thinks that if 2 people love each other so much like crazy can't be together? Who thinks at some point instead of love it becomes suffering? usually after we fight she used to tell me its better to be with someone who gonna love me but I am not gonna love him but at least I am gonna be happy instead of being nervous and jealous all the time........Now I kinda agree with her thoughts.........

aventador750's Thank you for your comments. I can't just understand why people cheat?.......

Guys who thinks that if 2 people love each other so much like crazy can't be together? Who thinks at some point instead of love it becomes suffering? usually after we fight she used to tell me its better to be with someone who gonna love me but I am not gonna love him but at least I am gonna be happy instead of being nervous and jealous all the time........Now I kinda agree with her thoughts.........

She said just come to my house as soon as you wake up cause I wanna see you so much and talk with you.......just couldn't sleep whole night......finally it was morning.......I was calling her but she wasn't picking up the phone..........a few hours later she called me back hey I just woke up....sorry we can't talk today cause my mom has high blood pressure, I have to take care of her, my son.......offered me help to her even to take her my to my doctor if its necessary she said no thanks.............few hours later txted her to know how her mom doing.......she said she is at work I was kinda shocked to hear that cause she didn't go to work so many times........she said give 2 weeks, we gonna see each other after new year and we gonna talk........said just know how can I celebrate new year without you........was waiting her in her house........we were kissing each other over an hour nonstop......she was crying.........I said lets change everything together, she was just saying give me time to think about everything........I am gonna go to mountains and stay there for 2 days with my mom and friends........I was just shocked.........she said its already 3am just go home we gonna talk tomorrow by skype.....said no I wanna see you she said ok just come until 5 and we gonna talk cause my I invited my friend and her mom to my house ........I kept texting her her hey can you come outside I wanna talk with you, otherwise I am gonna stay in car whole night........she was saying hay bab go home please its so cold in outside you gonna get cold.......she sad just give me 2 weeks if you want our relationship back again, said now how I can celebrate new year without you, its impossible............she said why you think about new year, about celebrating something, who cares...........

aventador750's I am gonna be 24 and she is gonna be 31 soon. The issue is right after Christmas she said that she loves me so much, but something wrong is going on with her.......2 months before that she went to her friends baby shower who was from her job.....from the beginning I was against their friendship because she used to tell me every single thing even if its about her job. She used to tell me only bad things abut her even that she uses only bad words while talking to someone. I kinda felt something is wrong, anyways........It was middle of November she went to baby shower.....then I found that its not really baby shower cause there was so many couples only she was alone with her mother.....I said to her why you do this??? I don't go anywhere without you, we had an agreement that we should always go somewhere together.......she said she didn't know that, but her friend knew me she could tell her to come together.........she said that she invite couples because her husband was bored..........so I said to her this is the first and last time you go somewhere alone I don't care about anything else........she said the only reason she doesn't want to go somewhere together because she is jealous, she can't control her feelings, she is afraid she can lose me......A month later we had a little fight......I tried to talk with her I went to her house she made a scene front of her mom tho show how bad I am........I didn't call, text or visit her for a few days. Day before Christmas I went to talk with her cause I wanted to be together in Christmas Eve. She said we can't be together cause I went to my friends house I was drunk, I sit on man's lap and we were kissing..........I am so sorry but I was drunk and didn't recognize what I was doing......why I went there why....I would give anything in my life to not go there that day..........She said now every time we fight you gonna mention this and I can't live with that.....I swear her that I am not gonna do that cause I love her so much.............we celebrate Christmas together.....2 days later I was about to sleep when I got text from her...............you are the best person I have ever met in my life, you have good hart, I love you so much blah blah blah............... I said what's is going on with you did you drink again? she said yes but I have some issues.......again love you so much..........know its crazy but I talk with that guy I met and I want him......but love you blah blah blah